You Don't Know Me! Don't Ever Think You Do!

2011-10-04T21:14:00.000+08:00

Perhaps the most important thing we bring to another person is the silence in us, not the sort of silence that is filled with unspoken criticism or hard withdrawal. The sort of silence that is a place of refuge, of rest, of acceptance of someone as they are. We are all hungry for this other silence. It is hard to find. In its presence we can remember something beyond the moment, a strength on which to build a life. Silence is a place of great power and healing.

2011-10-04T21:09:00.000+08:00

I would write a book on why I love you, but by the time I die, I still wouldn't have finished the first chapter.

2011-08-05T13:12:00.000+08:00

I'm tired of hiding my pain. I'm sick of having to deal with my emotions anymore. I just want to dive off a cliff. As if anyone would notice.

2011-08-05T13:11:00.001+08:00

if i have to live my life without you loving me whats the point of living it.

2011-08-05T13:10:00.001+08:00

If you can give up on us, then so can I...on ______

2011-08-05T13:06:00.001+08:00

I'm too scared to let go, but I'm not strong enough to hold on. Anytime now.. Anytime...

2011-08-05T02:17:00.000+08:00

Nobody's wrong,
No one see I'm not so strong
Everytime I hope I'm dreaming...
I'm missing you...
I'm touching you
But you can't feel,
I scream at you
But you can't hear..
I just need to be around you,
I'm lost without you
You are so special,
So give me some passion
I need to tell you
I'm watching you. I am crying for so long
I can't breath without your love
It's so wrong that I'm without you..
I'm missing you
Goodbye you all,
Goodbye my friends
So goodbye
You ...my baby...
You ...my baby...

2011-08-04T16:08:00.000+08:00

Nobody cares, nobody can see whats going on deep down inside of me...But if you could, you would know I am so ready to go.

2011-03-09T04:47:00.002+08:00

Being in love:

Difficulty. As in you're gonna end up fighting more than half the time, then the next like nothing ever happened at all. Spending one moment crying yourself to sleep, the next non-stop laughter. Then full of frustration, next filled with joy. Some moments talking about what great future you two have planned ahead, then the next with no future at all. When you feel like you've completely given up, but you can't let go. Half the time you're so damn sure of what it is then the next you just absolutely have no clue anymmore. Half of us will pretend like it's the perfect little thing. But really, it's the most unperfect thing there could ever be.

im outz!

Mucho Amor,

ME.

2010-12-28T15:38:00.005+08:00

I had a great time with the biz Bonding I yesterday tho not alot came still we shared some quality time. :)

Thanks Matthew for joining us, I wish to see more leaders on the 6th Jan coz its the mass training for all sch and i can see that biz need more manpower.

I had Food poisoning once i reach home, Tham's gonna complaint at NEA. lol.

Food poisoning sucks okay to add on more bonus to this shitty issue, i had fever and flu all in one go. Thanks aaarr~

Ayte took med and now resting at home.

Will blog again soon.

Anyway would like to thank Ah Ting for the Christmas gif

t, so sweet of her! :)

Thanks and Merry Xmas Ting Ting!

2010-12-24T15:57:00.004+08:00

where are you?

you move my mind even by looking at your back

you love me like my heart will explode

where are you?

whisper to me now

I love you...

Will you reply me this?

Look back

im right next to you

even if you don't know

my heart will explode loving you always

im here next to you

i want to say now

I love you.

i wish you would....

:'(

2010-12-24T10:53:00.002+08:00

im just waiting to explode. :(

Ya Allah please guide me, i don't want the old me to come back and haunt me.

I don't want to see ppl around me suffer.

I don't want my heart closed again like before.

I don't want to be the hard hearted mean girl again and neither be too soft hearted.

my eyes are swollen, now i can't lie to anyone that im sick coz it's been two days of non stop crying alone... can't even cry it out loud. Yes im crying every second, my eyes were red, my face don't even need to describe it. im so crushed, im having alot of thing to think, My heart, Him, my family, business, work, friends and i don't know which i need to put first. Because everything is important to me.

When the time you really need him and he's not there to even be a friend who always be there for me. tsk.

2010-12-24T01:40:00.002+08:00

can you just stop pushing me? i have so much to think.

all i want is now is just a friend, a listening ear, a shoulder to cry on.

I don't wanna fght no more.

Meanwhile i pity Mosha, she fall down and hurt herself pretty bad. I assume she went for her part time 007 again and she fall. Why did u have to all this?? why? Please be strong because if u are not i might just follow your footsteps too. :(((((

Everything is damn chaotic!!

im out!

how can i change the big head monster to normal? :(

2010-12-23T03:34:00.002+08:00

I was the one who hurt him by telling him to leave, i don't know why i cry. the story i had in mind, the love that i tried to ignore, i should put them behind and let it go. The more i love him the more i'll be missing him.

So just leave me i wil hide my tears tho i know im not good at it. Please be happy wherever you will be. someday everything will fade away and this moment will be remembered as a blurry memory,that's what i hope. Eventho we cried alot while we were together we were still happy and the love that you gave me is good enough for me to live on.

It's impossible for me to understand what's going through a guy's heart. You told me that i was special i believed you and it was my happiness. You should have told me that your feelings had faded as i had no idea and i continued to depend on you. Although i say i hate you now, i'll be missing you because i am a girl, to whom love is everything. They say when you give a guy all he wants he quickly gets bored and now i know that's the truth, i fall in love, gives him all my heart and now my heart is broken again. Im in so much pain, more pain than i can bare, because im still in love with you but i just can't forget every single word that hurts.

2010-12-23T02:39:00.003+08:00

Dear Thameem

Someone told me once..

we look good together and it's a great thing that we met...

that we will be together till the end, we were before...

memories are a beautiful thing, it was like that before...

Everything is a lie...

Let's break up.

let's stop seeing each other even if we get sad lets smile at our memories because its the last thing i can possible say it to you, remembering and not remembering let's just leave it as it is..

all those happy times, the times that we just laughed i'll give it all back to you.

the tears we shed, i'll take it so that you can leave with a smile.

i lived to this day for you more than anyone because i know you better. now i got to let you go be happy with our break up.

erase the love we shared together and live like that.

goodbye

2010-11-19T19:46:00.005+08:00

MOVED

www. shortfatgerl.onsugar.com

Don't worry just for a short while.. lols for now i'll update more on the new link, But i won't delete this link. :)

2010-11-09T02:45:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the lack of update, i was pretty busy the whole week, went for interview, visit my sch and meet up with friends and lecturers. Oh yes i do miss those days back in sch.

I took kak nora's offer working at Expo event, but only took one day as i had plans on saturday and sunday. It was great event, learned few things. I even help kak nora by giving her more ideas on how to promote her product as well. Felt sorry for her that i can't help her much. Oh yes kak nora increase my pay! lols so kind of her.

Kak nora book me to help her in the next event, cute kan?

She sms me saying "Fina i book you for january event, in case you already gt a job before the event do let me know so i can find a replacement for you"

Oh well i really wanna help her, so we shall see how ok.

On saturday went out with baby to vivo thn meet up with my lobak1 and thn meet up with nura and Nabeelah at pasir ris thn off to Downtown for Rosalina's birthday chalet. I miss all of em!! really!!! but i could not stay overnight as i had my own reasons why.. sorry eh.

Had a slight fever after rosa's chalet, still i can't let down bala's deepavali invitation. So i mt up with baby at marsiling mrt. Oh and guess wad, bala house is at 174 which is at my old house!!! wad a surprise! lol had fun at his house.. well who does nt? It is always fun whenevr bala's around! LOL Had an awesome heavenly Food at his house!! my fave would be the spicy muruku and the chicken and mutton curry!!! ok i like all of it!!

After his open house i asked bby if we can just walk around my old neighborhood, so yah we walk near my old house, i told him my childhood stories while walking, we walk all the way to woodlands interchange. It was lovely..seriously! We had the old skool ice cream while walking. So we went to causewaypoint and i started talking about all the funny memories i had with bestie etc... showed him my fave shop, hangout etc.. again.. it was lovely!!

We headed to civic and had a drink at mcdee, it was raining whn we were busy window shop at tom and stephanie, haha i bought the satay sticks and marshmallows. So bby send me to bus stp.

i ate the marshmallows all in the bus. idk why but it feels damn good... LOL

oh well i really had a great weekend and tiring too and that's why i fall sick the next day. hehe

so that's all for now.. just had my med and now damn sleepy... gotta hit the bed!

Cheers!

-Feena-

ps: baby i love you!

2010-10-29T01:17:00.000+08:00

When you try your best, but you don't succeed

When you get what you want, but not what you need

When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone, but it goes to waste

Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below

When you're too in love to let it go

But if you never try you'll never know

Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face

When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears stream down on your face

And I...

Tears stream down on your face

I promise you I will learn from my mistakes

Tears stream down on your face

And I...

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

2010-10-28T03:14:00.002+08:00

If i had one wish.

I wish to run and keep on running so my heart will beat faster and stronger coz im getting weak.

It's time to forget all those memorable days.

Just don't regret it when i don't even give a FUCK for all the small things~

2010-10-25T22:39:00.003+08:00

Been awhile eh? haha

Sorry for the lack of updates, i was damn busy working. Hahaha

Yeah im temporary working with a fren's cuzzie helping her with business, she booked a booth for the IWF at Orchard Central. So yeah left with two more days and im done with it. I did learned alot for the past few days, this experience somehow gv me few ideas on how to manage my own business and yes more contacts!! Tho the work was damn bored for the first 2 days til im about t give up. hehe but yeah i just push myself and try harder!!

would like to thank bbylove,Aidil,Irah,Cha,Syarina,Mum and Dad for coming down and support me. It is the most relaxing and tiring work. LOL slack like hell, Bored like nobody business. I can even online while working.. lol Oh yes i would like to thank to the two korean sweetie for buying the adidas bag!! tat was awesome!! :)

As for my other business, not so bad, so far super good. i must work hard! :)

so tomorrow will be another mendak da but i just do my best ok!

oh yes last saturday, which is the 2nd day of work it is the opening ceremony and i had a short talk with Mdm Fatimah Latiff.. omg she's so nice and Tall!! During the reception, i had an awesome time eating! LOL coz go SUSHI!! CHEESECAKE!! hahahaha~ Bby came late so... to bad lor!! LOL

This Wednesday is the closing ceremony, i can invite my friends and family. Not sure if they are free coz its on weekdays. oh well see how lor...

Ayte i gtg now.. sleepy.. tomorrow working at 11am again! Lucky today boss came and told me i can do closing early... hehe if nt i'll be damn shagged~

Nites ppl!

-ME!-

2010-10-17T16:36:00.002+08:00

It's already 3 days since i gt a good awesome sleep.

I don't know what to do anymore.

I even can add in Awie's song Tragedi October to match these few days problem im having right now. grr~

Seriously it's getting more and more irritating and i end up thinking alot than i always do. Stress!

i don't even know the time,date oR even days. haix.

I shld gt back on my feet! come on feena!! buck up!

"___"

ayte i gtg no mood oreidy~

btw... Happy Belated Birthday Nadhirah! May u hv a great day ahead. im sorry i can't meet you the other day, im really2 sorry.. not sure either if ure reading this blog anymore. :(

ok soon soon.

ME.

2010-10-17T01:35:00.001+08:00

YOU! STOP ASKING!!!!

AND YOU!!!! STOP DENYING!!!

can both of you STOP IT!!!

F**K!!!!

Arrrrrrrrgghh!!!

2010-10-16T04:18:00.004+08:00

Dear F,

I've seen the pain you caused; it's easy for you to lie..

I know you didn't mean to make her cry

I know both of you could've built a castle high up in the sky

But the love you shared is somewhere far away

I wonder how deep is your love for her?

Coz you're the reason for the pain she feels and the times she cried and stayed by your side

I hope you finally realized it on the day she cried

I hope you lived and learned, some painful lessons in your life.

Can you please give her one more chance to make this turn out right

Cause I need you to be with her forever in your life

"I feel your pain, I need your touch

I see the truth inside these tearful eyes,I'll make it up to you.

You know I can't live without you; I swear I'll be true

You're all that I need... I LOVE YOU"

How i wish these are the words that come out of your mouth when the day she cried.

So please..im begging you.. take care of M and never hurt her again.

Will you?

2010-10-15T01:15:00.006+08:00

Hey!!!! im done with Baking King Kim Tak Goo Drama!! it was awesome!! Great storyline and yes when u watch it u will feel like eating a bread! LOL i did tat once.. on one of the episode they were making red bean bread, and i started to crave for it too and ask dad to buy red bean bread for me! hehe Now im left with Playful Kiss, My Girlfriend is a Gumiho and Personal Taste. wee~

Aigoo!!!

i need MS word excel etc software!! anybody who could lend it to me asap?? would appreciated it much!! i need it badly.

pfft~

Anyway, didn't do much this week. Just continue selecting

new designs for the new collections, This time around No more waiting, i just update 50% of it at one go, no more waiting and update it one by one. LOLs. Anyway i have decided not to only depend on the shoes, im gonna go for others like clothes, accessories and yeah food. Still in planning. hehe

Nice right? this is one of the new collections for November!!

AWESOME!!

Im missing most of my friends!! yes been long ive been MIA from everyone.. It's time to go out and have fun!! Soon ok! im sorry nadz and some of my Sentosa peeps, im really busy at the moment and hv to save up a bit. InsyaAllah by Novem

ber i am free.

Im missing Bby alot.. Two weeks! oh well if i can endure it last time why not nw? so i shldn't be like this... CHEER UP!! :)

miss you bby!!! oh and Jay too!!! haha

ayte gtg and sleep tomorrow going for interview. Wish me luck! :))

Fin2

2010-10-09T21:42:00.003+08:00

Random Pix with cha last night during our Passport Pic for CV moment.

i had a slackiest day i guess.

Yesterday what i did was just online update my small biz.. and then i played games.

Meet up with cha in the afternoon at vivo, had dinner at together then off to accompany her shopping, thn we went to daiso and it was damn crowded. we saw fiqa working. LOL

After shopping HSH, change and both of us try to take some photos for our resume. LOL

it was damn kekeks...

thn i continue play this new game called backyard monster which gt me hooked the whole night til i didnt realize it was already 6.30am in the morning. My living room was like a mini gaming shop. coz brother was playing games too.. so both of us didn't sleep. HAHA

oh well i stop playing the game at around 6.40am and tried to go sleep but i can't so i end up watching Baking King Kim Tak Gu!! and of course Playful Kiss!!

OMG i can't stop myself from watching all these dramas.

Damn interesting, am i obsessing myself with all the korean dramas? LOL oh well they are too good to ignore. LOL But yeah it wad damn better much more better than those indonesian drama tat mum always tune to. haha

So yeah i think i sleep around 9am and guess wad? i wake up around 6pm. hehehe :)

so yes today is the day i slack and sleep like nobody business.

i'll send my CV tomorrow and hope tat i'll gt a job real soon.

Im suppose to go Sentosa with cha and her single friends.. LOL those coming are all singles.. lol funny sia like match make outing. apeje kan!

But yeah i dun think im going i need to finish up some of my work.

Now i need to work more harder than before. I CAN DO IT!! hehe

Ayte gtg now, was chatting with Irah aka Lobak3 and Murni. and watching ERAGON!! the HOT STUFF ERAGON! lol siak je aku~

ayte gtg back wacthing Eragon darling. wooohoo~

might continue watching korean drama after that.

Currently watching Baking King Kim Tak Gu, Playful Kiss and My Girlfriend is a GUMIHO. :)

Soon Soon ppl!

-Me!-

2010-10-06T14:43:00.004+08:00

Hey yeah been damn long since i update my blog. yada yada yada.

sorry for for no updates.

guess lotsa my frens kept asking me why there's no update etc..

as u can see i had to change to a new skin coz theh old skin sux. LOL

currently im not working at Sentosa, been busy.

i've made up my mind not to continue studying for now, last minute changes, hehe

i shall go look for a full time job and save up money for my future as in studies and business.

Talking bout business, ive already start up around 50% .

im starting from a small business and InsyaAllah it will grow bigger and better! woohoo~

As for studies, maybe early next year or Mid.

ive got few in mind and yes im still considering on NAFA in Arts Management. lol

Just hope that i can made up my mind when the time comes. lol

As for now i will just move on and on not gonna look back. huhuhu~

gonna concentrate more on full time job and my small business.

Oh well that's all for now coz i dun know what else to type liao~

btw im at NLB with Darla Murni. hohoho~ i mt up with her to help her with her new blog.

yes!! BLOG!! murni now a newbie in BLOGging!! :)

oh yeah im having my flu again.. can't stop sneezing and sniffing~ lol

add on my stomach already make alot of F1 car sounds.. lol

im hungry!!

gtg and hunt for food with darla murni..

Soon Soon ppl!

ps: Tham is away @ Thailand for 2 weeks. NS sux! lol

Safreena Alagaesia~

2010-06-26T16:42:00.001+08:00

we've reach to 14. love22

ps: i love you.

2010-06-11T00:24:00.002+08:00

Old sch right??? haha been playing this oldies and surveying products online.

and this is wad i had for my dinner. Crab meat with mayo and coke.

Tham's gonna shout at me for not eating properly.. haha

but it's super nice ok!! just an experiment lah... "____"

im off to bed now, tomorrow working for the sake of not enuf manpower.. so it's a rushing day for me... ;p

Selamat Malam!!

-Feena-

2010-06-10T14:28:00.003+08:00

Oh my... i just woke up few minutes ago. this is what i don't like if im doing night shift, its like no life coz you end late...sleep..wake up and gt ready for work. haha but once a while is good lah coz it is actually fun.

check my hp, there's few missed calls. haha sorry coz i was sleeping like a log. ;p

msg fatima and told her tat if she wants me to work tomorrow i am only free for the 8.30 to 5 shift as i need to go off early to help my mum. i already told her that this weekend i cannot work coz its my aunt wedding. im not sure if she remember it or nt. and i forgot to gv her this month deployment the other day. nvm tomorrow if im working i shall gv it to her...

i think the other number is akhim's office number coz this gundu been trying to OTP with me since last night. told him im working.. so yah he wanna go out this sat or sun but i cnnot. not free lah summore not enuf fulus. lol sorry bro!

im suppose to mt up with putri today coz she wants me to accompany her go singtel. but its like no news from her.. maybe she got other plans. nvm i can rest at home... tired sey.

Faiz Bitch told me last night that he wanted to go for interview at giordano but in the morning.. and he told me late last night... bro... where gt time.. im tired nd to rest thn u want me to go early in the morning.. not that im nt intrsted but im really tired. sorry lor.

ayte i wanna go gt some FOOD and watch my adnan sempit series... haha

blog again soon!!!!

-Finone-

2010-06-10T04:20:00.005+08:00

Simple update can? Working night shift with the right person = AWESOME!!

was working with my bouncer partner and Lobak 1. i loike!!! not forgetting Bai!! hehe

suppose to do rover but im all over... haha help lobak 1 count money and xchange do tix and do closing for Bouncer 1. :))

ayte that's all for now.

ps: smkm2 to SHREK!! love22!!

2010-06-07T22:39:00.002+08:00

back thn u was unsure so u ended it thinking it was for the best.. and now u told me that i left u with a big hole in your chest... missed me much and im your one and only love??? the "i would have done anything to get you back, whatever it would take even if it breaks my heart.." will soften my heart??? hoping that we will end up together again. last but not least you think im still in love with you..

Dream on lah...

Dude!!

you blame your exes for cheating...call them 'whores'..

YOU weren't there for them!! Everything was about 'you'!!

and nothing was about them.

Who's the one that was really hurting? and who's the one that betrayed the other?

Think about it...

You suck!!

2010-05-05T00:30:00.001+08:00

im working again tomorrow..

update on the other blog.

do visit.

"___"

-Fin2-

2010-04-29T23:58:00.002+08:00

yes im suppose to sleep now coz tomorrow im doing the first shift.

just got back from work around 11pm, iron uniform and pack stuff for tomorrow.

super lethargic to the max. haix.

today another tiring day at SOS and 7.40pm show = FULL HOUSE!! weee!!

Arina is the morning IC. Do SOS tix with Patrick, had some interesting topic about work and studying and some tourism thingy. hehe

Break with stella, i think its the last time im gonna see her as her batch gonna finish attachment at Admission Ops by end of this month. After break, arina and patrick went off and i do ticketing with Haz and shamiha again.. another kekeks and kecohs moment.

had a good talk with haz about schools!! hehehe

not bad...not bad...i wish you all the best with ur sch ok?? thn can bake me some cheesecake..

hehe

ayte got to go now...

tired. need a good 4 hours of sleep.

Adios!!

ps: bby imy! =)

2010-04-29T01:09:00.002+08:00

Nowadays my deployments are always at Beach station... GR, Rover or SOS Tix. im loving it! =)

as everyone knws that i don't like to do the same thing for a long period of time, im glad that working as Admission Ops had never ever Bore me to death as we always change the duty. hehehe i was damn bored of doing Rover or Gr and now mostly im doing ticketing, HAPPY!!

haha gonna gt tired of it soon and i do hope that i shall be doing Rover soon and hopefully not beach or imbiah. nyeeehehehe~ Work was Fun and tiring today, was doing SOS with Khai, we had our fair share of LOL... not forgetting Nuraini Lobak our morning IC and Shamiha aftrnn IC.

i love the Props game! haha it was awesome!! :))

Had a late Lunch at Pantry with Bala.. haha damn you! can't stop laughing about "u know who" LOLs. Nathan's wearing the Supervisor shirt today!!! Cool!!! He is now SUPERvisor ok!! :))

Overall i rated 10/10 of FUN at work and 4/10 for STRESS moment!! LOLs

Im working again tomorrow at 12.15pm and guess wad? ure right uh Khai, SOS Tix!!

Currently im loving the job. But i know i can't stay there forever. How?

haix..

I know i was having a great time at work, well somehow it's the place where i can put aside my problems my confusions etc.. aside.. just laugh and felt damn happy when serving the guest.

as for mr heartbeat, i know ure bored and sometimes stress and had this Mood Out syndrome... i can't do anythng, tho it sometimes hurts.. i shall be strong.. take it.. and try to frgt it. im trying hard to understand ur situation..but today after talking OTP with u and ur mood out syndrome... makes me think.. how long can i handle this??? wad about me?? ive got my fair share of DOZENS of probs and i really do need a listening ears these few days... hmmm... nvm i shall do like what ive promise u before.. nvr to hurt u again.. and make u stress...

:((

aaarrrggghhh EMO nyer aku!

ayte gtg now..

i just can't wait to work tomorrow and meet the rest!!

-Ifin-

2010-04-28T01:03:00.002+08:00

i have to let go..

let go of alot of things.

Things that i love...adore..

my dreams..

haix.

i don't wanna hurt no one.

should i follow it..

or should i just do what i wanna do?

sigh*

ayte im off to bed..

working again tomorrow.

2010-04-24T01:28:00.000+08:00

What further words can describe what we have together? For our love to grow as it has this 1 year,I took with every beat of my heart.Words can no longer describe it, but rather in feeling and emotion of what we have for each other. You have always had the key to my heart, and you inside my heart has made me more than I can ever be. I know we take each breath with every beat, and always together..as one. I love you with all that I am.

Goodnites!!!!!

2010-04-23T14:27:00.001+08:00

Dear Mr Heartbeat,

I wish I didn't have to miss you. If only you could be with me always. I know I could never be any happier. But then again, I know that the day will come when I will be able to spend my every waking moment with you. I even miss you when I am sleeping!

I love you, my Shrek. You are my only love, and I thank you for be so kind with my heart. Hopefully, soon I won't have to hate missing you.

Love Always,

Ms Heartbeat.

2010-04-22T01:02:00.002+08:00

Baby, you understand me now

if sometimes you see that I'm mad.

Don't you know that no one alive can always be an angel?

When everything goes wrong, you see some bad.

But I'm just a soul whose intentions are good;

oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood.

You know sometimes, baby, I'm so carefree

with a joy that's hard to hide.

And then sometimes it seems again that all I have is worry,

and then you're bound to see my other side.

But I'm just a soul whose intentions are good;

oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood.

If I seem edgy,

I want you to know,

I never meant to take it out on you.

Life has its problems,

and I get more than my share;

but that's one thing I never mean to do

'cause I love you.

Oh baby, I'm just human.

Don't you know I have faults like anyone?

Sometimes I find myself alone regretting

some little foolish thing;

some simple thing that I've done.

But I'm just a soul whose intentions are good;

oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood.

Don't let me be misunderstood.

I try so hard,

so don't let me be misunderstood.

Thameem darling this is my confession for you,

this is how i felt when i left you at the bus stop the other day, im sorry.

im sorry that our day got ruined and both of us didn't had a proper goodbyes.

im sorry that i had hurt u, nvr did i realize that u are hurt.

like i said before and im gonna say it again here..

i will not hurt nor make u stress again.

Last but not least...

It's 22nd April 2010.

Happy One Year of Heartbeat day baby!!

I LOVE YOU.

-Nur Safreena-

2010-04-17T00:38:00.002+08:00

Hey...

this week was a totally lazy week... i only work on thurs, but it was a super damn humid working day ever.. imagine from morning til night... u look like u just finish ur shower. heh.

BUT i had fun. Morning IC was my lobak geng, haha im not stress nor bored when work with her.. there is always an inside/outside jokes. LOL 2nd IC of the day was shamiha, also not boring and she's the most kind but firm IC. lols oh yes frgt to mention that i did GR/Rover for Beach station again. Bala came at 6 with aziz and i had to extend til Farhana came but i just told shamiha that i will help out til the last SOS coz they really2 not enuf of manpower.

Overall i rate 9/10 for thursday duty. hehe

On wednesday i had a short meet up cum lunch with irah at suntec, we ate laughed talked like nobody biz.. suppose to plan for other things and end up only with lunch and FB. haha end up update and talk bout BL.. funny ayee? she had to go home early and so i, but i had fun. :))

as for friday i did nothing.. most boring day ever.. haha.. didn't mt up with bby as his timetable last minute change.. mcm WTF kan. haix.. nvm.. so yah im mtng him tomorrow for movie.

see how it goes tomorrow okay...

klah i dun know why i had random mood swing.. i dun know why...

too much thinking, too much to be done... too much idk wad.

see???!

pfft~

hmmm im out... nothing intrest me much nowadays.. so bored.

ps: today u book out... i dun feel anythng!!! :((

2010-04-08T00:29:00.004+08:00

Dear Muffin, can i just update bout wednesday? hehe

Baby give a wake up call, thanks eeehh!! if not im gonna be late like hell.

I took the 8.30am shift together with irah.

Meet her at Lobby N and took the lift, print out the sticker for our nametag n off to pantry to punch card. FYI somebody sooo rushing she nvr see her card so she go and use a new card instead. kekeks. We nvr gt to do the same duty but no worries... babe.. can survive kan kan kan..

Irah doing GR for Seah Im while i hv to do Ticketing at SOS.

Today was super slacking, kekeks, gereks duty ever.. firstly.... i had to do ticketing with Khairun hahaha we talk2 like til we don't realize "daddy" coming.. hehe but lucky uh he nvr like naaaagggg all the way.. We make sure the place are not super messy.. clean here and there.. Khairun cum pest control hahaha she go and kill those ants with the computer screen spray!! haha so as usual sell package and SOS tix.. was awesome.. plus we gotta laugh our ass out due to the silly questions by guest.

One of the guest came to my counter, when she saw my nametag, she shouted my name out loud,,"SAFREENA!!" and i was like... yesssssss????? thn she said my name is ZAFREENA. hahaha

cool ayeee? idk how to react to that, so i just smiled at her and said COOL! hahaha

thn she called her mum to the counter just to show her my name.. hahaha cute!!

irah,deva,lobak,hidayah n me had our break together at pantry.. so damn kecohsss.. bala came.. thn make it more super kecohs.. joke,talk non stop.. i had a great time. :))

so far i love today although im sick but i had fun i dun feel tired except for the irritating sore throat... khairun also in the same boat as me.. imagine.. sore throat, voice halfway gone.. still selling tix? LOL but yeah we DID it!!! weeee~

after work went for dinner with irah.. talk non stop and after dinner we went to h.front this is the best part... as i was busy with my war at "DESPERADO CINEBLAST".. Irah was having her own sweet time with her "BUTTERFLY PARK" next door... haha irah!! u knw i knw.. wooohooo~

oh yes my hp now gt some probs.. i need to go repair, since the day my hp kena water by bitch.. it become moreeeee terukksss.. so i need to repair it asap... FYI, im goin private sch for the course that i luuurrrveeee.. weeee!!! can't wait for it.. i dun wanna waste 3yrs in poly btw.. haha i had my own reason to not to choose poly. ;p

ok idk wad else to type as im getting super sleepy now due to the med i had earlier, and tomrrw im working at 11am shift. so yeah.. Imbiah here i come!! hahaha Rover babe!! i loike!!!

ps: bby be strong ok? tahan abit more can? imy too tau!! sorry if i nvr reply ur msg, super busy at work uh... smkm2!

-Feena-

2010-04-06T23:43:00.004+08:00

Hey muffin, another late update. sigh~

i was sick the whole week and now its getting better.

so yes a short post..

coz i need to sleep soon as tomorrow im working 8.30am shift. pfft~

Had a great short meet up with irah,meera and nadz.. irah n me went to sch to collect our Eagles award cheque. shopping time soon!!! hahaha

can't wait for bby to book out tiz saturday and go for swimming!! yay!

ayte tats all for now..

bye!!

-Feena-

ps: Bby keep me dazed, my love is yours only...

2010-03-29T23:24:00.003+08:00

Nice kan? took it from beach station platform last week... luv it!!

Hey Muffin, another late post. haha

ive got lots to update but thn once im online, eveythng went blank. hah typical reason ayee.

Work was fun but end up extend 1 to 3 hours due to shortage of manpower. Funny ayee u saw alot went for interview but still lack of manpower? siakssss kan.

anyhoos.. i shall just update about today, i woke up around 7am, super cold and i had to rush to the toilet.. after that went back to sleep.. woke up again coz my hp buzzing non stop.. saw irah sms raminding me bout deployment. haha we plan to work morning shift tmrrw. after reply her i look at the clock on my wall again.. EH?? HOW COME STILL 7AM?? so after i msg my deplyment i went back to sleep.. Woke up again, check my hp there's a msg from bby.. look at the clock and saw it's still 7AM.. but my mum,dad and sis are not at home. Wonder...why... thn i check my hp... and realize that the damn clock = NOT WORKING!! pffft~ and it was around 12 plus in the afternoon..

no wonder my stomach was grumbling~ haha

wash up.. had my brunch and starts to read novel. it was raining and im reading novel on bed.. oooohhh i love it!! after that i went back to lala land. haha woke up around 3 plus.. played some games and thn watch DVD.. made my own maggie recipe.. added with the shaker fries spice!! DAMN nice!! Hot noodles in cold weather.. BEST kan?

after that watch DVD...

so i had my oh soooo relaxing day ever.. and my left leg are getting better..

only that im having sore eyes.. gaaah~ maybe that's the sign for me to sleep as i need to wake up early in the morning for work. yesssssaaa! morning shift here i come!!! :))

that's all for now.. will update again tomorrw okays??

btw results coming soon.. haix~

ps: smkm2 thameem!

2010-03-21T00:36:00.003+08:00

i am super tired.

was super sick and tired whole day sleep like nobody business..

woke up damn late gt ready to meet bby at novena.

accompany him go TTS Hospital.

After that we took a bus to Rex and had over late dinner there.

I pity bby coz he looks really tired BUT the budak kampung stubborn face still there ok!! haha

I hope bby will get well soon. :)

After dinner we walk all the way to city hall so bby can send me off from bus stop..

while walking we talk and laugh and talk and laugh..

It was the best walk since BFF days..

we talk about alot of things..

when talking bout pinching subject.. bby ask me if i remember the pinching war we had during BL days.. haha memories... we always fight.. pinching..smacking..shouting.. LOL

i really do misses bby alot.. im soo glad that i got the chance to meet up with him today tho only for a short while..

im meeting bby again tomorrow right after training before he go book in.

can't wait for training!! yay!

now i need to sleep if not confirm im gonna overslpt again. hehehe

overall.. bby made my day!! ily!

-Ifin-

ps: Tham Tham Tham... tat's the sound of my heartbeat.... :)

2010-03-20T01:36:00.003+08:00

im missing him alot.

how can i explain to him that i really really misses him..

it's not that im not happy that he is in camp, not that i don't feel like talking on the phone with him, it's not that i don't want to reply his SMSes..

i was busy working... and sometimes when he sms me i was sleeping coz it was damn early in the morning.. and when i woke up and reply his sms.. he was busy with his training..

and when he sms me again, im at work and can't reply him.

an when he called me.. it's either im on the noisy bus otw home or too tired from work to talk.

it's not that im not intrested to listen to you.. haix~

how can i explain to him that im happy that he is doing his ns now.. and it's not super suckish as what he told me.. he is not leaving me forever.. it's only temporary..

im holding on to his promises..

tsk tsk..

bye!!

-SafreenaStrong-

ps: Get well soon okay...

2010-03-20T00:19:00.003+08:00

RAIN RAIN COME AGAIN!!

Fatty Feena wanna Sleep...

weeeeeeee~

Oh yes i luv to sleep when it's raining.. who doesn't?

sleep under ur blanket.. soo cold.. sooo great!! hehe

nowadays...

im too busy til i don't ven remember what day and date.. pffft~

working was great.. i really work my ass off this week til i extend twice!

Guest are getting on my nerve from time to time.. silly questions, irritating like WTH!

but nothing beats the Stupid Funny Kekekable Guest at the Sentosa station's Rover. :))

i love working there.. u welcome them and wait for their "Gunduness" sensor to activate.

Local... Non Local... they are all the same when it comes to tapping the card and trying to figure out how to enter. :))

i was working at beach as GR on tuesday, had to do Rover before i end my shift of the day.. it was fun but felt damn sleepy as i had few hours of sleep the day before.. and on Wednesday i was suppose to do GR for Sentosa but change to Rover few hours before break til i end my shift. Thursday was my most PMS day coz i was not feeling well and i had to do waterfront Rover.. but change to GR after my break til end of shift.. was damn tiring but yeah i had fun!!

went for super late dinner on thursday nite with irah and fidah. haha we had a great laugh tho we are all tired (mostly ME!! ehehe).. joke of the day was "kau kasi aku belen2 kuih je fidah!!"

i hv no idea why i said that. hehe

oh yes like at last somebody gt to see marina. LOL

friday i nvr work as im sick.. Fever and sore throat.

so ive plan to rest this fri til sunday.. relax my mind and body as it really need a break..

my leg.. both are shouting for SOS. seriously damn painful.. i can't even walk properly...

so yes i need a break from working and standing long hours. heh.

and it was raining these past few days.. which im glad... coz i love rains!! :))

but im sick becoz of it.. wahahaha~

sunday im back to training.. and i can't wait!!

This sunday morning... NETBALL!! weeee!!

bby booking out few more hours from now.. hmmm can't wait..

missing him mcm kambing terkenang kandang.

haha ok im being super weird and random and weird!!

dun even knw why i type that.. haha

so whole day i just rest, watch korean drama and read novel..

only had maggie for lunch and dinner..

no appetite at all..

thanks to sarah for the roti telur breakfast!! luv it alot!! :)

if im feeling well in the morning i shall go for a walk at wave... wee!

thn afternoon meet bby.. oh god im missing him gile oink oink..

bby been sick in camp.. pity him..

he kept telling me sorry sorry sorry..

bby its ok.. im not lonely.. i am ok.. yes i will be strong. :))

pls dun hate ur NS life k???

you also must be strong APE!! ;p

ayte that's all for now..

blog again soon ouhgay!!

-Safreesick-

ps: Baby Baby Baby... i love you!

2010-03-15T23:40:00.002+08:00

Hey bloggy.

sorry for the lack of update, was super busy.

had alot to type and now i frgt what exactly i wanna type and update here.

hehehe

FRIDAY

Oh well on fri eve meet bbyboy at psr ris and we took bus to yishun, from there we bought movie tix for 3. yeah told him to bring Jay along for movie. After buying the tix took a cab to his house thn went back to Northpoint for Dinner. i Had my fave Baked cheese fried rice but change it to seafood. Oh bby can't eat alot... so he only had Thosai for dinner.

We finish our dinner around 10.30pm.. (okay i slow wad~).. then meet up with Jay after that proceed to mcdonlds let bby meet up with his sis and bro in law for awhile..

went to arcade to kill time.. played some games..

plan to walk near the pond thing there but half way went back coz i need to toilet badly. LOL

11.20pm like dat we go in and bought some drinks for Jay and Me.. the Sweet corn was not nice!! not sweet at all.. maybe it links to the gerl that prepare it.. coz she never smile at all.. attitude sia~ and bby said she was from our sch. wth!

i had a great time watching the movie.. it was SRK latest movie.. "My Name Is Khan"

movie end around 2.30am so we went to mcdonalds... bought a burger for Jay and thn took a cab home.. i send bby and Jay home first thn continue to HSH.

SATURDAY

The next day woke up pretty late.. sleepy lor..

Bby pick me up from TB.. thn we off to beach road as bby need to buy some stuff there.

After that we walk to Tekka and bought DVD for his mum..

Had our early Dinner at our fave place... i had Thosai this time around while bby Bby ordered Thosai Masala. LOL It was NICE!!

After dinner when to Sim Lim Sqr.. thn went to Bras Basah. there's a book fair and as u all knw im a bookworm.. so i told bby i wanna buy books but end up with none.. coz i frgt to withdrw cash. hehe bby send me home at city hall.. wee~

SUNDAY

Overslept!! meet bby at Yishun.. It was raining...

Had Lunch with Bby thn we just walk around Yishun Bazaar.

Spend some time with bby.. check my weight and OMG!! ive gained alot ok..

so... yes im starting training this week and goin back to trekking baybeeehh!

bby send me to mrt as im meeting cha.

mt cha and we went to SPotlight.. after that went to bras basah and i bought around 8 books! hahaha it was driving me crazy.. i can't wait to buy more books! Mum gonna shout at me soon if she found there's new books filling up the cramped books shelves.. LOL

Grab fries and ice cream for dinner and went to Raffles City for SHopping Therapy with cha..AGAIN!! haha we shop like nobody business..

reach home.. otp with bby and sweet dreams. :)))

okay tats all for now..

today whole day at home. Sick... bby is sick at camp.. LOL

i just watch Korean drama and sleep.. weee~

tomorrw working at 11am.

can't wait!!

i miss work to the max!!!

Toodles!

-Safreena-

2010-03-12T00:27:00.006+08:00

Today News:

AKU DAH PEKAK! :)

why???

here's the new story...

Indon Tourist: Mahu ke Jurassic Park.

Safreena Nordin: BOLA SEPAK???!!!

Indon Tourist: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Safreena Nordin: Ngak ada Padang untuk Bola Sepak.

Indon Tourist: Bukan... Mahu ke Jurassic Park, Itu Universal Studio.

Safreena Nordin: OooOoOooOoo...

:)))))

Ayte gtg and rest now, head banging non stop (headache).

Had fun yesterday shall update it next time k.

Work was Superb and i got to meet BIG Boss Mr Barclay.. woots! and i went for the CNY cum New Office Ceremony.

BYE!!

-FeenaPekak-

ps: Oh bby i can't wait for tomorrow.

2010-03-10T11:29:00.002+08:00

DOINK!

i dun hv a good sleep....

i cried at 5am in the morning.. why?

i just woke up and realize that it was only a dream that i gt to meet bby..

thn i cried coz i miss him soo much!aiyoh!

ok gtg nw... meeting siblings for picnic.

-Safreena Nordin-

ps: thanks for ur morning sms bby.. yes 2 more days... :)

2010-03-10T02:49:00.003+08:00

Nice kan this LEG? hahahhaha NO its not mine!!

Helping Bitch getting rid of his THICK and Very HAIRY leg... Testing2..

Oh my now Half already smooth~ hahahha

OhmyGay!! Exams are over and no more sch for me!! yesss ar... 3yrs in ITE and im DONE!

PRN paper was OK2.. just do my best.. shoots shld hv study earlier hehe.

oh after exam irah,nyah and me went to bitch house. Lepak for awhile. Thanks irah!! :)

Anyway i can't wait for siblings picnic later..

Oh yes was otp with bby again, he is not feeling well.. aaawww~ take med ok? imy too and i shall meet u on friday bby!! :))

ive got lots to blog but im tired. haha shall update with more pix soon?

that's all for now.

-Safreena is FREE from stress- i like!!! :)

ps: oh bby i can't wait for fridaaaaaaayy!!! smkm2!

2010-03-08T14:30:00.003+08:00

I wanna Grow Old With You...

That is what i replied to bby when he told me he misses me while otp last night..

Oh and it is a song from Westlife, just found out few hours ago.. haha didn't know bout it. :)

I woke up super late today around 1.30pm. hehe

Had to cancel my plan to study outside as im having leg cramp and bit tired.

Sorry Nyah i nvr msg u babe. hehe

Oh my i just gt in contact with wan and i gv him my new number, btw i just gt to knw that the camp is on wed til fri which i totally thought it is next week!! Damn! silly me..

ive already made some plans for this week. I dun wish to cancel it, wed i got outing with siblings and thurs im working. Felt guilty for not working much and they really2 in need of man-power. haix that's why i wanna work this thurs as well as sunday. ok fine, camp is also work but yah first come first serve lah. furthermore i feel tat i still karat to do camps now. Been long sey nvr do camps all. anyhoos i manage to find a replacement for this week camp.. non other than JASON!!! haha thanks bro.. i hope they will contact u soon. Sorry wan i really cannot make it this week. If there is any camps next week etc do inform me earlier so i won't set my deployment for work first.

ayte i have not had any breakfast or lunch yet, stomach grumbling like mad.

haha gonna go eat and then continue studying.

Oh irah! im not meeting you today, dun feel good uh.. summore leg cramp mah! hehe sorry.

i shall meet you tomorrw after exam ok??

that's all for now...

Hungry Safreena Gonna Hunt for FOOD now...

*Roger That!

ps: i really do wanna grow old with you bby!! i mean it!! ily!!

2010-03-08T02:19:00.001+08:00

SLEEPY

EXCITED

LETHARGIC

P.A.R.A.M.O.R.E

Loudest crowd ever from SG!! woohoo~

im out!

-Safreena Nordin-

ps: we are MFEO baby!!

2010-03-07T02:49:00.002+08:00

IT'S YOUR LOVE BABY!

Dancing in the dark

Middle of the night

Taking your heart

Holding it tight

Emotional touch

Oh touching my skin

Asking you to do

What you've been doing

All over again

Oh it's a beautiful thing

Don't think I can keep it all in

I've just gotta let you know

What it is that won't let me go

It's your love

Just does something to me

Sends a shock right through me

Can't get enough

And if you wonder

About the spell I'm under

It's your love

Better then I was

More then I am

All of that happened

By taking your hand

Who I am now

Is who I wanna be

Now that we're together

Stronger then ever

Happy and free

Oh it's a beautiful thing

Don't think I can keep it all in

And if you ask me why I'll change

All I gotta do is say your sweet name

THAMEEM.

ps: I MISS YOU!

2010-03-06T18:16:00.003+08:00

im tired of PRN. really! i can't wait for tuesday to be over and proceed on to the next big thing im gonna do. heh.

oh yes im back on maple yeah! sounds soo Kentals lah kan. But thn tat is wad i do when im stress up with studying.. i played games.. lotsa lotsa games. mostly war with strategies etc. haha mcm faham je! oh yes getting back on maple just a random thoughts lah, but sad uh i forgot my old username and password as its been YEARS since im on maple. 3 or 4 years. hehe.

Thanks to Nyah Babe for lending me ur passport account so i can play maple. haha need to start from scratch tho.. nvm i like! haha

Was having a good sleep in the morning when i heard cha from behind disturbing me while i sleep.. Pantat!! yeah i knw i nvr go woodlands coz it was cancelled thn no need to disturb me lah dey! heh!

around 12 got a call from bby!! hehehe Happy!! he was back to change but he call me to talk for awhile.. :) ily bby!

after talking to bby wash up and get ready for PRN.. for 30mins. thn i played games.. haha

thn another 30mins continue PRN and the routine go on til 5pm. hehehe had my late lunch and shower again and now im blogging.

truthfully i dun knw wad to blog about as my mind is super blank. heh.

Irah msg me when she is having her break. awwww i miss working now! can't wait to gt my ass to work soon after PRN exam!

ayte til here. i gtg back to mugging.

update again soon!

-ME!-

ps: aaaaaaaahhh! gaining weight!!! need to go back to training, trekking and gym! :'(

2010-03-05T17:33:00.003+08:00

PARAMORE here i come!!!

WHOA!!! been long since i update my own blog.. BOTH blog to be exact! haha

Was very busy with work and school stuff. Now i just had a rush of blogging.. quickie! LOL

Finally Projects are all done. Miscommunication etc.. oh well they are part of doing a group project but yeah all done now! Weeee~ Last week got myself sunburnd!!! haha due to volunteering for the Dunk For FunD event at Vivo! School? nvr did attend teh last day etc as i was Busy working so yah not important. Now im preparing for the last Killer Paper which is due on Tuesday Afternoon! Can't wait!! Work was ok as i manage to understand ticketing only when the part to do members discount i will go bit sotongs! haha The rest was awesome!! Had great time working tho sometimes my legs pain like hell! haha Encountered alot of Blur and Funny like hell tourist! make some new frens with colleagues and some tourist too! :))

oh and not forgetting i am missing Thameem alot alot alot!! he's now in Tekong! haha

Few more days til he book out! can't wait for that ok!!

No i won't be like others waiting and missing gile oink-oink for their bf to be out and do nothing...

i've made myself super damn busy and had fun with my frens!! haha

Went for a shopping spree with cha, hang out during break and after work with frens and irah!! yes irah now working with me! hehehe

Had a lot of pix taken was damn lazy to upload it here so yah, do visit my FB to take a look at it jyeah!

oh im sick today, had slight fever and cough maybe due to TOO MUCH outing and shopping and burn night oil for studying. hehehe shall get a bit rest now and thn get back to PRN again.

oh yes been weeks since ive gotten myself SAMSUNG JET!! weee!! Plan A for I-Phone was not cancelled ok!! just that i lost my HP n got myself Samsung Jet first.. hehe IPhone soon! Woohoo~ i Thank Baby alot2!!

oh yes change number! ask for my new number on msn or FB.

:))

That's all for nw..

Mucho Amor!

-Safreena Nordin In and Out!-

2010-02-01T01:25:00.001+08:00

This is what exactly i need NOW! a peaceful sleep without anyone disturbing me.. add on if it's raining.. hehehe~

Went to Suntec and bought baby his dinner, pity him super hungry coz of that idiot boss was soo damn lame lah. won't elaborate more. just glad and happy that at last bby had his proper meal.

After that his bestie came with gf, thn we went to lepak, thought of eating at Bollywood but it was already closed. grrr~ so we went to Funan and had KFC which also gonna close soon. After that we walk to boat quay and sit near the river while listening to this awesome guy singing. OMG i can't beleive it he sang all of my fave songs! :)

That night i saw something that i think it's the sweetest thing! Bby ask if it's ok if he bought a drink for the guy, i find it sweet as he put himself in the guy's shoes.. He is tired but his passion won't let him stop from singing tho he is tired. (hello he is not a robot or radio! dengs!)

so bby bought for him a drink...

i was happy, glad, delighted all at once as i see bby's face, soo peaceful and relax... no stress or PMS frm him. and he was simply excited. He really like it alot. and i think it is CUTE. ;p

After that we walk all the way to watch Thaipusam again. The last day of celebration, was indeed very AWESOME! luv it much!

Overnite again, went to starbuck n lepak, bby bestie went off earlier, so bby and me walk back to bras basah.. lepak and had our so called early breakfast.

i really do love the time spent with bby there... :)) we create our own style of food!! 20pcs nuggets with fries and pool of sauces!!

Accompany bby sleep.. it was the cutest thing ever.. feel like hugging him while he sleep...

he was abit grumpy whn the ppl behind him was laughing damn loud! tat is sooo cute!

Seriously i wanna HUG him and hush him to go back to sleep....

Around 6 we took cab home... i reach home, freshen up.. sleep wake up around 12 and gt ready to meet up with my project grp at NLB. After project meet up with bby.. another superb day! i love it!!! After collect bby's blazer at his work place.. we went walk around suntec.. out of sudden i was craving for NOODLES! idk why.. i knw bby confirm gt irritated by me and my Noodles craving.. sorry b.

at last i had my noodles!! bby bring me to foodcourt and i had my noodles! YUMMY!!!

ayte im simple tired and sleepy now, project was ok just tat ive been skipping lesson ALOT. need to be back on the track. That's all for nw.. update more soon..

ok this is random... was listening to the radio with daddy just now.. MAN U is leading lah dey!!! :)

ADIOS!!

ps: now mummy and daddy knw bout bby! weeee~

pss: i will always love you!

-Feena-

2010-01-30T15:26:00.003+08:00

wow its been long since i last update in blogspot til Darling Bitch remind me about it yesterday. He said that nowadays why nvr update at blogspot? hahaha sorry i really did not realize it bro.

So far everything was ok. Work was great, i was back on track last week, did my first closing at beach station with bala. learn new things. as said on the other blog, when i came back, there's alot of new faces. make lotsa new frens. there are awesome. :)

Skool was damn super slack for me. heheh. since hp spoilt, been using the other hp bby gv me but seriously that phone cmi.. i mean the alarm. haha kept overslpt. i really need to buck up on my attendance and my own health, been sick like almost every week. bby said he wanna send me for whole body check up next wk. pffft~

Project.. everybody is busy. but all of us are trying. wee~ tomorrow gonna finish up project 2.
Frontpage? heh. dun ask.

what else eh? oh yes my pay was super fab!! $$$$$$ HEHEHE
Thanks Faiz for accompany me shopping for two whole days and you know it;s nt enuf. hehe.

Lucky bby hold on to my card last night and gv me a certain amount to shop. if not!! hahaha~

Had fun yesterday, woke up late.. continue frontpage, then off to meet bby before his work. went for late lunch.. oh and im soo in love with the beef chili cheese fries! uuiiiih~

After lunch went to Tangs meet up zafir, he is doing set up, bby DJ. so i accompany zafir eat.. funny uh.. i find him damn funny like silly boy. LOL kental!

Faiz bitch meet up with us at lucky plaza after his work, we went for shopping after that which nt even half way zafir went MIA. He is nt shopping person lah.

Bought bby a belated birthday gift and i hope he likes it alot.

Damn i can't take any pix.. alot of great things, outings etc.. but i can't take pix.. hmm nvm next pay im gonna try get a new hp.

after bby n zafir finish work, all of us went for sheesha and late dinner.. the sausages was delicious! Tiz time they nvr put up a music vid but movie! cool! and it was i am legend! haha i got soo scared till i told bby to send me home. hahaha serious i dun knw why i tot of zombie etc.. faiz and zafir went off first. around 1am while me and bby went off around 2am. we walk til city, was about to take a cab home thn we tot of go take a look at the thaipusam going on near dhoby.. so we went there and watch it! it was great, very cultural and idk how to explain it. hehee~ had fun watching it.. got one family of chinese doing it. so damn cool!! :))

we took a cab around 4am and yes bby ask uncle to wait and send me up home.. weeee~

ayte that's all for now, i just woke up few hours ago, and found out that somebody ate my egg tart mum bought home!! pffft~

im meeting bby at suntec. today he DJ again. Tangs having a sales!!! wooohooo~

ok i can't spend anymore. hehe

so just meet him for dinner.. and maybe thaipusam again? LOL

seriously they do it non stop til tmrrw... 3 days straight! cool kan?

oh and Poyah! sorry i totally frgt that ure at taka, i kept on thinking vivo sey!!! sorry2!!

i think farah told u tat i was at 313 kan? hehe text me k? shall hv an outing with the rest soon!

til here.

update more soon.

hopefully.

ps: Happy Belated Birthday and 10th Month!!! ILY!!

Safreena

2010-01-12T15:28:00.003+08:00

Hello.

To everyone, im sorry.
For not taking any calls, replying sms or been in contact with anyone for the past few days.
Well i was sick.
Really really sick that can't even speak or open my eyes much.
Not forgetting that my ppd is low.

and im still not feeling that well.

Ouhgay, lets recap..
Last monday was the day when sch reopen.
I came for the orientation, meet up with david and the rest.
The orientation was super not hyper. haha
but we did had fun.

Tuesday i was not feeling well and overslpt, same goes with faiz.

Wed i purposely didn't wanna go sch as irzah said there is nothing much to do for AOA. So i just meet up with meera and Faiz go NLB.

Thurs i seriously didn't mean it. As my Hp spoilt so i dun have alarm clock.. the phone tham lend was ok. can sms all but whn it comes to alarm. Totally sux. i overslpt and was not feeling well.. tot of going for the next lesson but i thrw up alot so didn't go sch. meera said maybe i gt the germs frm FAIZ SNEEZE!!! grr~ haha

Friday which is telematch day, still not feeling tat well and eza and murni told me there is no lesson on that day. so i just rest at home.

Work been calling us up asking for deployment which i can't commit as i got sch which i nvr go most of it coz im sick. haha i did ask for saturday but it was full. so i end up working on Sunday.

Work was great!! on Sunday, one of the guest that i greet is SYLVIA!! heh!
After work, bby meet me and i totally had a great time. apart from joking around with Bala and Rafidah. Most of my batch working on that day but we got diff station. haha i did GR and help Firdaus with Rover while waiting for Jamie to come bak frm break. Overall work was super gerek!!

the worse part came when i reach home that sunday night, after dinner i had a bad toothache which gv me a bad migrane and fever. i can't sleep well and i can't even open up my eyes. i was totally down tat night. didn't manage to finish up my PRN. sorry eza.

when in come to monday which is yesterday, i was super sick, felt like my head gonna burst! i told eza im sick and might nt go sch. She is sick too. so both of us r on MC. and today im still sick tho the migrane kept coming back after few hours. i hope that im ok by tonight so i can go sch tomrrw.

ayte thats all for nw as im sensing that the stupid migrane is coming back any sooner.

Bye ppl!

ps: Thanks bby for coming and bought med and food for me. Muacks! :)

2009-12-23T11:14:00.002+08:00

Firstly,

HAPPY 22ND HEARTBEAT DAY AGAIN BBY!!!

Ayte im off to work soon, today kena til 10pm. Meaning? A VERY LARGE CROWD frm SOS. Summore got Siloso Beach Xmas Party which Desmond and Riri told me few hours after i agree to take the 12.15-10.00pm slot! ggrrr~

well2 we shall see how ok.

Overall work was ok, not tired but thirsty gileeee~ haha

Gonna miss bby alot alot alot. heh!

klah til here i gtg now.

-FeenaWork-

ps: 9 Months!! :)) ily.

2009-12-21T00:53:00.003+08:00

Yaw!

So today the original plan was to meet up Faiz and do my frontpage at NLB, thn meet nadz to pass her the gift and meet bby when everything is done and prepare some flea stuff as i've got no other time to prepare it few more days only and i still hv not survey some things.

But all of the above plan was so called changed. Faiz can't make it so i meet nadz and ayu at Bugis, all of us were late. haha Meet both of the lalingz and bby at bugis, pass nadz her gift and we suppose to go for makan, end up go Iluma coz bby wanna watch movie as the Saturday planning was cancelled. So while i bring the lalingz to Tornado, bby go buy the movie tix.
Oh lalingz nt joining us for movie coz nadz need to be home early. aiyak~

Bby cheated me!! ggrrr! we've been having this silly fight for what movie to watch for ermm whole week. I want Planet 51 while this Boncet wants Avatar. Grrr he always win lah! GERAM!
He said ok2 Planet 51, then end up he bought the Avatar tix. bby u soooo BAD!! gaaah!
i nvr get to watch my New Moon and now Planet 51. :((
Anyhoo~ Avatar was an awesome movie!! seriously i change my mind of saying it will be boring like hell... hehe i take back my word eh B!
But... i still want Planet 51!!!! i dun care if i got off this week PLEASE eh!!

back on track, after bby bought the tix, we tot of playing some of the games at Tornado, was looking for a change, But bby quietly go buy the card and treat us!! weeee~
we played the Car game, Trivia and Basketball. Nadz got extra.. she palyed the Harley Bike game. HAHA feeling2 AWIE!

After Tornado we went to Bollywood to eat, today alot of customer so the service was super damn POWDERFULL LATE!! gaaah~ Lucky mine and bby food came first as we need to rush back to Iluma for our movie. So we eat quickly and have to leave Nadz and Ayu. Coz they order extra food "MURTABAK AYAM" haha. anyway i had fun tho we meet only for awhile.

Oh btw, tomorrow im working in the Morning!!! hehehe
will meet Riri and Musya tomrrow. wooohooo~

Ayte that's all for now.

BYE!!

-FeenAvatar-

ps: Bby no matter what i will be by your side ok! i make sure that you will have back all your dreams of having a fun life. Muacks!! :))

2009-12-19T02:43:00.002+08:00

i can't sleep and im craving for Dark Cherry Mocha. WTF!! haha
Training @ Tourism Academy was FUN! Made Lotsa new friends and learn alot.
2nd day was totally awesome as we got to go to most of the attractions for F.R.E.E!!
Oh and i was nt aware of the Sky Tower til we actually Q for it. basket sia they all. lol
and YES i did it!! and im proud of it baaaybeeehh!
Bby was nt there but he did talk to me otp b4 i went for the Sky Tower ride. hehe

So ppl im gonna be busy frm now on as in working and preparing for my Flea Market aka The Garage Next Sunday!! woohooo~

what else?
P.A.R.A.M.O.R.E is coming to town!!!
im going! are you??
and i can't wait for the contest,discount,free merchandise etc!!! im on it!!
im so glad to hv the SIS membership card.. can't wait!!
Dun worry Rambot!! i shall tell u if the contest etc r up ayte?
Fiqa.khai.Rid.Ayu.Meera add up some more frens will be going.. woohoo~
Bby.. nt going as he gt NS lorr.. haix.. hehe

ayte that's all for now as tmrw im meeting bby for PLANET 51? hehhehe InsyaAllah. :))
Suday NLB with Faiz thn AVATAR with Bby?? we shall see how ok?

Nites!

-FeenaParamoreian-

2009-12-14T21:36:00.005+08:00

Waaaaaazzzzzzzaaaaaaaaaa~

The below Pix, i was craving for The Hot Pink Bandung.
But most importantly is that im missing the SillyGundoo behind the HPB more than anything else.

Coz im damn tired and of course LAZY to drag myself to H.Front, so i end up having the Mashed Potatoes and Slurpee instead. HEH!

So what i did today?
I went to Sentosa Tourism Academy for my HRE Admission Host Training.
Was super nervous gilenakOinOink as i was the only one who gt the offer, They nvr call Nyah! :(

Made alot of friends! yay!

The first person i gt to knw is the girl who ask me for a tissue coz she was sweating and soo nervous. Her name is Amy, from Clementi ITE taking Business IT Course.

After that we get to know this guy who was also going for the training and his name is Alfian.

We reach there on time, The first person to reach was an Indian guy known as Arun, Looks like very serious type end up, Funny and very friendly. Looks can be really deceiving huh~

Then we gt to knw of Charlene, very small and the youngest who is waiting for her O'lev result.

Bla bla bla cut it short.

Overall everythng was ok, veru intresting and the games we played was damn Fun.

We had Delifrance for Breakfast and Tea Break, while our lunch was at the ISO image of singapore.

i had fun tho i felt damn sleepy half way coz whatever they teaching me, i've done it all during thr F1 training. Teambuilding, Role play all, u name it. i had to go thru it all over again.

Tomorrow another training. so i just wanna have FUN!

hehehe

anyhooo~ Amy likes to camwhore and she's super paparazzi as she will also take ppl pix. LOL

pix were all taken by Amy today as im too lazy to take a pix frm my hp. HEHE!

That's all for today. :)))))

OUTZIE!!

-FeenaTraining-

2009-12-13T22:47:00.003+08:00

Ok2 very rushing so i update super FAST! ahaks!

Above pix From NLB pix takan by Mr Faiz Othman.

The Pink Minnie Mouse Mug.

A pix of Me and Bby, taken today.

What i did today?

Meet Bby around 3 plus at Serangoon, Go salon.

Thanks Bby!!

He made me laugh by sms-ing me while i sit there super bored doing my hair today.

haha

Thn go have Dinner @ Vivo as we are too tired to go City.

Spend the time with Bby.

Thn HSH!

:))

Tomorrow is my Training at the Tourism Academy.

So as i need to go sleep like NOW!

ayte wish me luck for the training and i hope i will have fun and make alot of frens!

Nites!

-FeenaLikesHerHair-

2009-12-12T16:02:00.002+08:00

Pix of me and Bitchy Faiz @ Paragon

See lah this Mentel Bitchy fren of mine..

suke CAMWHORE!

Hello people, im bored,hungry and Cold @ NLB now.

im waiting for Bitchy Faiz to settle his stuff at his workplace and sort of take care of his things as he is lazy to bring it all along. haha

Irzah Nyah had left the building long ago, she need to go work.

Erzah Darling is working today.

The plan for the day suppose to meet Nyah and Bitch early in the Morning.

They scared i overslept but look who's talking eh.. They Overslept. HEH!

so the timing was being delayed frm 10am to 11am, But still they are late.

Nyah could nt find her uni if im nt wrong, Bitch was otw, so we plan to meet at NLB instead of Bugis MRT. So i waited for Bitch which says 3 more stops and i waited like 3 years. hahahaha~

Meet up with Bitch and we went to the 11th storey, was having a slight prob with my Internet network, til Nyah came thn its ok. Help Nyah instal Frontpage to her Lappy.

We didn't do our project today.

im not sure about the rest but i felt super bored so i played my RC for awhile. ;p

i wanna do FP but then the mood just went off.

Seriously, Period Cramps super sux that it can click you on mood out mood anytime baybeh!

So now im waiting for Bitchy to come back coz im hungry and having gastric, tham gonna kill me for eating late. and this Faiz, his "JAP" mcm FOREVER!

ok move on....

The above pix taken yesterday, at Paragon. Went to collect my AMP stuff and voucher at Pasir Ris, After that all of us (me, bby and faiz) had our lunch at one of the nearest stall. The Laksa Not bad lah. Thn we took bus to Tangs, suppose wanna go relax and help faiz to instal FP, bby was late already, stupid bus ride was damn SLOWPOKE!

so he went to work, i went to mcdonalds with faiz and instal FB on his lappy, after tht we walk to centr point and continue his FP as i nvr bring lappy. Had my Dinner there, thn Faiz went off, i go see somebody do DJ!! hahahaha

ok2 it was first time seeing bby do DJ, waited for him to hv his break thn accompany him dinner.

Talk2 for awhile, come back his work place thn slack jap with him and the rest.

Bby send me to bus stop and thn i HSH!

haha

ok confirm this post damn long coz i was damn bored lah kan.

klah update again soon.

btw the playlist mcm being bitchy eh!!

-FeenaColdBoredHungry-

2009-12-11T12:18:00.001+08:00

Hello.

PMS sux to the core.

taaaakk suke!

ok bye..

im meeting bby and Faiz soon!

-FeenaPMS-

2009-12-10T01:20:00.002+08:00

STUPIDIOTFULLMOTHERNEVERTEACH!!!

Toothaches simply SUX to the Core!!

Ah nvr mind lah no need to eat. East also gv me lotsa Pain!!

another thing somebody said wanna call, i waited and waited til i feel damn sleepy.

Figure it out wad happened lah!

Ah Binget Ah!

ok BYE!

-FeenaMad-

2009-12-09T17:55:00.006+08:00

Mum and Lil Sis said that ive gained some weight!

Bby said i lose some.

DayahAurel the same as Bby.

and now Im Confuse! pffftt~

Anyhoooss i really need to get my ass back at Netball as Putri and the rest been asking me When im getting back to training. Hehe.

Coz it was damn abvious that ive been neglecting my training and Dun even went for the Futsal @ Cage on Sunday. LOLs.

ok Conclusion is i need to go training. :p

To add to the Confusion i had now, Another Confusing Offers were added.

Thanks uh!

Wanna know what? I went for an Interview yesterday at this Event Company.

Im really interested in Events and Stuff, so i thought why not lah kan i can just give it a try coz bby said tell em im graduating next yr so now i just work part time with em first and whn i graduate i'll continue Full time and the pay also not bad. :)

summore since Sentosa never reply me which is very disappointing lah, coz i really love and would like to work and get the fun experience working there. So i decided to just go for the interview and try my luck. The Interview went well, not bad.

Then.... Sentosa called me. YES they called me after i went for the Event Company Interview.

Pantat!

Monday i hv to come down for training at the Tourism Academy. Training for two days.

and the Event Company ask me to email my photoshop assignment n will gt back to me by this wk thn if i gt it i can start on monday.

So HOW??? Help ME!!!

Both job i love!!

im still thinking, asked Bro for advice.

I shall think about it.

Ayte gt back to track, so after interview.

Waited for Bby outside Office

(HAHA he is working at the same Company)

Head to Suntec to have our Dinner,

It's Thosai for me!!

i luv the Crispy Thosai there!

Dinner was great til bby made me cry over Good FOOD! pfft~

but im ok now.

we went for ice cream hunting after dinner and end up having MEIJI choc Milk.

My Fave. :)

Thn somebody wanna make up for what he did,

he play the Machine Coin Thingy idk what its called lah..

and get me a Cookie Monster!! Weeeeeeeeee~

A PINK COOKIE MONSTER! lol

i'll upload the pix k.

i love it syggggggg..~

Today super damn boring, i was damn bored til i Youtube like its gonna shut down soon. hehe

Then i try alot of quiz on FB.

Faiz been calling me but my ppd is low thn he online, he ask if wanna meet up or nt.

in the end cancelled coz vivo too far for him, haha LAZY!

i wanna bring u to keppel bay tau!!

so now im waiting for bby to finish work and meet him. :)

ayte that's all for nw ppl.

im SLEEPY.

Bye!

ps: bby i miss you like seriously SERIOUS tau! can't wait~ wee~

-FeenaBored-

2009-12-09T12:08:00.009+08:00

Dang!

to the Dangness of the Ding Deng Dong!

what's NEW?

Nothing's new just that...

i OVERSLEPT again!!

i knw i overslept when the sunlight starts to shiny shiny shine shine on my window and when i check my hp msg, there's two msg.. one frm Nyah the other frm bby, Nyah overslept too. ;p while bby msg me this.....

"B Dun tell me u ovr slpt??"

oh and one missed call frm Bitch!! it's a wake up call actually~ sigh! silly Feena!! sorry eh Faiz....

and im stilll bit Groggy not yet 100% fully awake.

Then Dunno what to do, so i update my blog liao.

"_______________"

and i don't even know what to update coz my mind is still sillydoink-doink sleepy.

Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh wake up Fwwweeeeennnaaaa!

nvm

i just upload pix taken on Monday, what i did?
Meet up with my Bitch and Nyah for a Lunch Date, Lunch was FUN! we laugh like nobody business and the Food was DAMN spicy gua ckp kat luuuuu~

then we went to NLB to wait for Erza Belo to finish up our project but in the end she OVERSLEPT at home. hahahaha

Bby meet me at NLB after his work, went for our Dinner at Bollywood, As usual the Food there was Awesome and nothing can beat a cup (i took two actually) of TEH TARIK!

After Dinner Tot of having the Chocolate Blog but we r too full so we just walk around looking at the supernicegilebabi shoes at Penin.

Bby send me to bus stop, pity him soo tired and he still need to meet his bro in law.

thn... i HSH. :)

that's all for now, enjoy the pix below. :))

Ouhgay i wanna go Eat My Own Happy Meal Burger now!

OUTZIE!!

-FeenaHungry-

2009-12-08T01:43:00.003+08:00

Been long since i update here. Addicted to the new blog? haha no lah, simply busy. Ayte the new blog was not bad but when it comes to upload a pic. Damn irritating lah. Nothing can beat Blogspot. :p

Something big gonna happen tomorrow. will update more on it tomorrow ok.

School = Self Declared Hols.

haha

alot to update but due to alot to type and i dun wanna make tiz blog looks super boring.

so i shall cut it short lor.

Alot of outing and pictures are mostly up on FB.

went to watch Zombieland with syg on Sunday!

Love it! damn Funny!! thanks bby for the movie.. u knw lah urs truely here is a FAN of Zombie movies! hehe

One thing, i hate going movie with Rated M18 NC16 all these stupid shits lah!

why?

WHY???

Coz i always end up being asked for IC!!

PantatAyamMasakLemak!!!

And Silly Tham never kena ask for IC!

Ggggrrrrr~

"_____________"

oh went for lunch with Nyah and Bitch.

Had Fun eating spicy food!! laugh gile2.

We went to NLB after that, waiting for Erza but she nvr come coz she overslept. haha

pity Murni, alone again. and i nvr meet her to take the CD. aiyak.. tomorrow must meet her and take.

i shall upload some pix on my next post ok?

ayte i gtg and sleep now.

see ya!

-Feena-

2009-11-26T13:31:00.001+08:00

nothing much to blog, im sick. simply misses bby.
seems that i didn't go sch for weeks, what's happening to me? sch just don't feel intresting anymore.. ahhhh fuck it~ im really concern bout my AOA and my project. sorry guys can't msg or take calls ppd damn low now, dun wish b in contact too. i want a break i guess.. but i shall be online so anythng just leave me a msg online or tag here i shall try gt back to u soon. btw i need a job asap! biz doing good but yes i still need a job.

so ppl,just enjoy the vid k.

im out.

-Feena-

2009-11-25T01:57:00.004+08:00

ouhgay fine i had a sillyidiotic day today..
btw ive created a new blog. still new.. will tell u ppl soon bout it k.

i wanna share a vid with u ppl..

after wacthing it....

i wonder.....

Thameem ALi!!!

have u ever do this at home before????

haha

ily.

bye.

-Feena-

2009-11-22T14:09:00.005+08:00

Thought that i am stress again??

No! No! No! not 100% a lil bit only as ive got one more paper to go..

it's PRN baybeeehh!

ouhgay whenever im stress...

i will remember that syg always ask me to chill...

and i did...

listen to music

KOREAN to be exact!! haha

idk lah that's the only songs i had in the lappy..hehe

but then it's not enough to get rid of the stress..

sooo....

as usual....

Play Games... Online Mostly..
FB lah.... abehhhh~

Nothing impress me much... gt bored halfway..
when i almost gv up on the games..
i've found something soooo
SUPERGEREKWACAKAPKATLUUUU!!
and i was BEJEWELED by it!!
haha

i went non stop playing it.....
seems that i can't stop it....

but...

but...

but.......

IM NOT OUHGAY!!
just that this game really put my mind off frm all the stress...

can't accept that as a very good reason???

hhhhmmmmmmmm

OUHGAY-OUHGAY!!
IM ADDICTED TO IT...
it's sooooo super addictive lah..
you people should try it..
seriously!!

ayte that's all for today..
its not that ive been neglecting my PRN...
im still on it k...
and it's not i frgtten bout my daily life.. lol
im mtng bby soon..
it's the EIGHT!!!
im loving it as much as i love Mcdonalds. lol

oh yes.. bby...
ni random k...

I WANT NEW HAMSTER!!!

Outzie!
-Feena lah sey!-

2009-11-22T01:01:00.003+08:00

HeartBeat this is for YOU!!!

I love you so much that I can't even describe it

And you give me so much that I can't even think of everything

You help me so much that I can't even help you as much

I will always love you more than possible

And try to let you know..

How much you mean to me bby!!

I wish for

8 more months!!!

8 more years!!!

8 more decades!!

8 more centuries...

CAN?? hehe

I want to be forever in your arms syg..

I'm sorry for all the silly fights we had

I really feel blessed and thankful to have an extraordinary bf like you..

you're very sweet, thoughtful,faithful

loving as in almost perfect guy that every girl wish to have..

I love you so much bby.

I love you and I will always love you.

Forever Yours,

Safreena Nordin

2009-11-20T10:09:00.002+08:00

OUHMYGAYNESS OF GEISHA!!!

i forgot to set my alarm and overslept!!!

Feena u can't carry on like this babe, buck up. No more Overslept starting Tomorrow eventho u've gt no Plan in the Morning!!

Lucky my exam is at 2pm bt i need to come for the "waste ur time" talk before exam.

ayte i gtg now...

Please eh Feena... Start sleeping early and don't ever forget to set ur alarm!!

Tsk Tsk Tsk....

-Feena-

2009-11-20T01:55:00.002+08:00

at this point of time....

i just had this feeling...

MISS

BONCET

TRUCKLOADZ!!!!!!

"_____________"

-Fatty-

2009-11-19T04:06:00.003+08:00

hey im still awake.
bby gonna be mad.. hehehe

ayte didn't go to sch yesterday..
before that i had a great time with bby the day before.
after Library, u gt to eat ur "Toki-Toki" haha
thn off to yishun..
bby drive me home.. :)
yes u promise to spend time with me and thank you!
we had our dinner at the Old sch Mcdonald.. weee!!

early in the morning bby drive me to sch.. but due to some probs..
i didn't come sch.
oh yes.. side track story.. i took med oreidy.. no more flu just sore throat. heh
btw bby i love the morning breakfast!!
thanks for everythng..
i hope u hv fun working on the cruise and i can't wait for ur return!!

i rch home, take med online for awhile thn sleep til 12am. LOL
tired uh..
and now i can't slp and tomorrw is the interview day..
haiz just wish that i can make it for the interview k.
now i think i just read prnand try to gt back to slp.

wish me luck for the interview k!!

friday im meeting poyah..
long time nvr meet up kan? lol
Movie-ing? hohoho

ayte gtg nw
tc ppl!

ps:bby i miss u alottttttttt!!!!

-Feena-

2009-11-18T00:56:00.006+08:00

Those Lil White Notes....

Thank you syg....

please take care ok?

Listen to my Heartbeat..

It's beating for you....

I LOVE YOU!

-Fin2-

2009-11-17T18:02:00.006+08:00

STRESS!

oh well that's the word that can describe now. heh.
with alot of things in my mind how can i focus on whatever i need to do?
gaaaaaah~

i shall recall back what bby had told me that day, don't be stress.. chill yaw! if there is a problem.. go find a solution.. settle it one by one. correct? hey im a human being not a super hero who can settle everything in one go~ bla bla bla.

guess where am i?
National Library. gaaaah~ doing my AOA past year paper.
and again i would like to thank my syg again and again for being with me and helping me all these while. (",)

so today is the day i come to school.. i was not late ok! as usual Mr Hari open the door for us. Thanks cher! :))

ayte first lesson PRN.
first thing chong ask me was "how was your APEC??"
hahhahaa i was expecting that he will nag at me for being absent and didn't take yesterday test. LOL funny k.
told him about APEC, it was very intresting when talking to mr chong about event and stuff.. i mean ive learned alot from him too ok.
and when i tot chong totally forgt about the test, that's the point when he look at me and said "oh yes can you move to the front so that you can take your test..."

"______________"
DARN!!

so i just do it!!! HAHA told him i was not ready thn he told me to just do my very best whichever i knw. LOL so me, irzah and faiz just do it and try not to open the book as much as what chong told irzah and me earlier.. try not to open your book as much as u can. LOL gt it? nvm only irzah and me knw bout it.
after the paper, we try to do as much as we can for the project. so far we have started doing some... research and feedbacks still otw. as i said on my past post.. my grp we are totally lost.. but yes we manage to do it. LOL guys don't gv up ok?
after PRN went straight to AOA lesson, was late lah.. thn Quek starts to PIT POT PET PAT.... say sorry and start doing our work, was bit lost at first thn faiz remind me hey we've done this before.. haha so yup we manage to do it by helping each other. thank you irzah and faiz!! :))

this friday is my AOA exam and i hope i can do it!! as for my PRN exam will be next monday which im now preparing for it. I CAN DO IT LAH!! :))))
kk after lesson mt up with bby at cafe2 had our Brunch. It's chicky rice lah which faiz dun like the smell of the sambal. LOL damn funny lah.
btw i wanna apologies to faiz and irzah if ive made u guys stress with the project as this silly-ding-dong-bell friend of yours is super bacin and stress out. heh! sorry tau!
Fast forward... (actually dun knw what else to type uh!)
accompany bby go do his project with his fren and here am i do my AOA..
gt bit stuck in two papers.. so nvm tmrw shall ask the rest. :)

bby going for work on a cruise tmrw so i won't be seeing him for two days eh? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
reality check -YES!! he is going lah DENGZ!

gonna miss him alot alot alooooootttt~
nvm i shall endure it and this means that i got more time to concentrate studying for my CA!!

HAH! this is what happen when you nvr blog for too long and u start blogging like there is no tomorrow. haha
i shall stop it here.
btw it's raining GILE BABI OINK-OINK here! chet!

im out~

-i am Finone-

2009-11-17T01:38:00.002+08:00

why can't you understand that there is no point for you to try to talk me to leave him?

can't you see that im happy now? rather thn waste all of the tears which you don't even care when i really need you the most? sorry to say, you've become the page of my past.

why can't you leave me alone with my own life now, put your ego aside for once.

ashamed that i am the one leaving you instead of the other way round?

Dude! wake up will ya? i've had enough. so it's not fair that you ain't the one making the first step? wth!!

i've found my soulmate there's no one else in the world that i wanna be with except him. stop reminding me about the past, i won't change my mind.

yes i had alot of fun memories with you but im way much happier now.

the truth hurts.

yes i forgve you as i don't wanna waste my time and damage my health by seething with anger and dreaming of revenge. Stupid. just plain stupid.

im out.

gd nite ppl.

-Feena-

2009-11-16T10:42:00.003+08:00

Good morning, guess wad? im sick! grrrr..

been sneezing last nite and i had a so called minor asthma attack..

whole body heat like nobody biz.

so now.. shld i go to sch or shld i not?

i don't wanna skip lesson but i really2 need a rest.

i can't do my work here as this lappy hv nt yet been installed with MS Word etc.. aiyak!!

i don't know if the rest are doing their research or nt, maybe they still blur.
idk. mine was going ok, i've gt 2 Rock It Participants to so called interview them and get feedbacks. idk why they can't find anythng online. lol

nvm i shall help them out if they are lost like what irzah had mention to me last nite. lol

Yesterday, after bby finish his work, mt him and went to our fave place for movie..

had our Brunch at LJS. been long since we eat there.

oh yes i bought a new watch. sooo cool sooo PINK! haha

so we watch 2012!!!

it was awesome!!

apart from being sick i really had a good time watching the movie.

hehehehe~ :)))

after that we walk to suntec... go mc'dee and thn hsh.

oh darn! headache coming again. i better take med now and rest.. guess i won't be going to sch today..

bye!

here's some pix taken yesterday...

-Feena-

2009-11-16T00:42:00.002+08:00

Hello Hello..

been awhile since i update this blog of mine, yah been busy with sch stuff,CGS,APEC and all.
didn't gt the chance to update anything due to lost of interest to blog? or maybe alot of things to update but soo lil time? idk.

CAs are just round the corner... lol
so far PRN im on it AOA not bad but the only prob is my Frontpage project. im way back...
lol can't do research at home and for PRN project i hv to use sch comp to do research etc.
i hope my grp project this term they will understand my situation as i don't want the same thing happen again and teachers will assume that i nvr do any work for my project at all. Once is enough for me and that was a very important lesson learnt.
but for now im totally glad that there is people who really cared and understand what ive been going thru all these while. i thank Allah for Opening my eyes and hopefully im in the right path.

Thameem Ali... thanks for everything, thank you for trying very hard to help me out whenever i've encountered any probs with my sch work. thank you!
ure such a great bf ive ever had.

enough with sch..

what about my life?

it ain't simple to carry on living under one roof where there is alot of problems coming now and then.. but i knw i have to be strong. Financial prob simply sux lah.
anyway i've been looking for part time job.. so just hope that i shall be getting a part time job soon. hehehe
apart frm that, ive been involving myself to alot of events!! yes ive learn alot frm all of it..

omg this blog is super WORDY lah!!

i shall stop here. as im sleepy.. idk why i update this, maybe felt guilty for nt updating and alot of ppl been asking if im ok or nt? lol
yes i am ok!!
oh well, every relationship hv their ups and down.. we are nt perfect.
whatever it is... im happy being wit the angel of my life..

thats all for now ppl..

gd nite!

-Feena-

2009-11-08T18:00:00.006+08:00

im sorry for the way i handle situations

im sorry if you think there is no trust
trying to have the last word, knowing our hearts are bent
knowing inside we are fate
telling yourself not to hate
not to hate the one you love
to go with your heart and stay strong
knowing your relationship will last long
having faith in your one and only
despite the bad times and the lonely
laying in bed thinking about tomorrow
what will you do when you see his sorrow
i want to be the one to be there for you
be there,no matter what through all the heart breaks
there will be no more hatred
no more lies
we are there for one another with hellos and goodbyes
be there for me like i will for you
know i want nothing more than to love you

but my love...

Can you just snap and the person you want gone, disappear?
Can you find a way through every problem without shedding a tear?
Can you hate a person that you hold so dear?
Can you find the one you love and have him seem be too good to be real?
All the above is way too hard to be doing it on your own.
And when no one is around to help you out and pick your feet off the ground, you end up spending your nights crying, in your room all alone.
Wishing someone was holding you tight but he's not here tonight.

it's just a lonely feelings i had when you are not around when i need you most and i don't want to deal with anyone else.
i am selfish.
should i let you go?

Forever yours,
-Fin2-

2009-10-27T09:51:00.001+08:00

IM SUPER BUSY...

NO TIME TO BLOG..

ANYTHING CONTACT ME THRU MY MOBILE..

HV A NICE DAY PPL..

-Feena-

2009-10-06T19:03:00.002+08:00

3 MORE DAYS!!!!

im missing syg alot.... Gaaaaaaaaaaahhh~

oh and to YOU.. stop msg-ing me lah kan.. stupid idiot fool mother never teach! HAH!
Tomorrow Vivo Date with my fren, i asked syg oreidy ok!! Green Light!! wooohooo~

ps: i love Thameem tau!!

-Fin2-

2009-10-05T23:57:00.003+08:00

since cha let me use her lappy for awhile....

i just wanna update this...
THAMEEM ASHARAF ALI...
I MISS YOU SOO MUCH!!!

Hurry2 finish Money Mind Camp ok!!

for now im busy with 22nd Century.. Nd lotsa promotion plan and preparation for my flee market.
so stay tune ayeee...
hint... flee market will be at syg Home Town. HEH!

ps: bby scka2!!

-Fin2-

2009-10-04T17:22:00.003+08:00

ouhgay my hand super itchy to blog bout this phone....

I WANT THIS SAMSUNG JET BOLEH TAK?????

it's the first time i really really... REAAAALLLLYYY.... fall in love with a touch phone or whatever they call it.. coz im not a fan of new gadgets etc.. for me normal hp will do as long as i can text msg and call... hehehehe

was window shopping with bby last nite when bby asked me to try this superb phone at one of the mobile shop. i was reluctant at first coz i don't like new phone.. more functions meaning more for me to gt confuse of using it, but yah i so-called survey it and guess wad? it was awesome. oh well from my point of view this phone really suits me lah.. not too big or too small in size. just nice baby!!!

i wanna find out more on this phone and hopefully i can save some money to buy it! yay!
or maybe....

CAN I HAVE THIS PHONE FOR MY BIRTHDAY???
ok feena dream on.. u want it? u gain it urself ayte~
$698
siols....
"___________________"
maybe i'll wait for the price to go down hor...

ayte til here..

ps: you know i want youuuu... SAMSUNG JET!!

-Fin2-

2009-10-04T13:59:00.006+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!!!

im back from malacca trip.
had lotsa fun. tho super tiring as i went to malacca right after F1.
F1? i had fun too.. pix for both event are all uploaded on FB ok...

a pix of me and my boss mr Yash!!
the hyper and friendly couples, a friend of the GP big boss.
as for malacca...
i'll be back for more shopping and visit rhema home to meet mommy rebecca, vicky and the rest!! oh and i miss Dip, my adopted lil bro who's the youngest at Rama Home.. he's only 5 yrs old. and of course vicky the friendly gerl and jessica the cute lil gerl who loves bangles alot!!
and the War games we had at the hotel on the last night.. it was awesome.. the guys aka cowboys and gerls aka red indians.. lol super fun fun fun!!!
Teachers are super funny and gerek!!! mdm Siti..mdm Sapiah and Mr Ng!!
Best teachers can? hahahaha

hotel room is super big for Two ppl lah.... mcm chalet! heehee
our shirt... cool uh..

while i was having fun at malacca, syg was having a super great time at pahang camping!! im happy for you bby.. glad tat u had fun. funny part was, both of us bring along our journal and update what we did in it.. and i didn't know that he also draw himself having fun in the journal which yours truly here also did the same thing. hehehe
syg, thanks for the surprise gift! hehehe and i hope u like urs.. same goes to mummy and jengot!

ayte im not gonna update this blog for now as im busy with other important stuff..
my result.. alhamdulillah, don't expect much as "u knw i knw".
most important is that im looking forward for the next aka last term and do my very best.
Baby, thanks for being with me all these while.. i love you.

oh 22nd marketing are getting better only that i need to buck up more and look for alternative supplier too.. coz.. orders are getting more each week. im happy syg is all the way with me. thanks again for everythng.
and i need to prepare for my december flee market too. i can't wait!! weeee~
will update bout the december flee market soon ok?

lastly, im missing bestie,lalingz,bitch,nyah and pantat!! poyah and the rest too!!
poyah!! happy belated birthday!! im soo sorry that i can't make it for ur bbq as i was super busy with F1!!
i hope u had a great b'day bbq..
:))

ayte i gtg now..
oh bby happy six months and im looking forward for the next next next boleh? hahaha ok random~
smkm2 bbylove!

-Fin2-

2009-09-17T14:12:00.000+08:00

I love you
I love how you love me too
I love the way you smile
And how you always hold me for a while
I love hearing your voice
How you always give me a choice
I love your pretty brown eyes
And how you hate to say good-bye
I love the way you fuss over your hair
How you're always showing me you care
I love your touch
And how you make me feel so much
I love your sweet kisses
How it's me that you always miss
I love how sweet you are to me
And how adorable you can be
I love how you say my name
How you know this ain't a game
I love how you always make me feel better
And how you save my letters
I love the fact that you don't act fake
And how you believe in give and take
I love how I can be myself around you
How I can still do the things that I do
But baby, what I love most...
Is just you.

-Fin2-

2009-09-16T11:55:00.002+08:00

random pix of the day!! hahaha
i hate having PERIOD!! red light is super "neeee noooo neeee noooo" pain like hell lah dey~
PMS too the max and i have to come down sch later for F1 final briefing.. gaaaah~
oh yes ana i will bring my catalogue ouhgay? huhuhu
ayte i gtg super busy...
anythng contact me on my mobile..

bye!!!!

babylove...... this is for you... :)))
-Fin2-

2009-09-15T21:33:00.003+08:00

Super busy now..

exams are OVER!! other thn the worse term ever aka term's Nightmare...

simple code... Pretty turn out to be super ugly shit lah!!

so yah looks can be deceiving baybeh..

so..

UOY KCUF

don't mess with my grades!

i won't see u next term!!

superglad siols.

i just move on and do my very best.

ayte short updates k,

im currently busy with..

- 22nd Century Marketing

- F1

- Overseas Committee Services (Malacca)

- No.1 Supporting Fans for Heartbeat regarding "Money-Mind" :)))

last but not least an advance Happy Eid to all the Muslims.

i miss my lalingz, BITCH,NYAH and PANTAT!! haha

Byeeeee!!!

ps: u know i know bby.. it's still beating.. BEAAAAATT iiiiitttt~ haha SCKA2!!

-Nur Safreena Nordin-

2009-08-12T02:13:00.006+08:00

"If you take an eye for an eye, pretty soon the whole world will be blind"
-Gandhi-

so it made me think that... If you want your pain to turn into more pain, then you will never leave the dark place you're in...
make any sense?
no? yes?
it's up to you...

it's a new journey for me baaayybeeeehh!!

i am feeling better now..
and i can't wait for the new journey ahead!
thanks to those who understand and willing to be a listening ears.

Thameem darling..
you're the BEST!!
(",)

im out.

-Feena-

2009-07-28T13:18:00.001+08:00

BUSY AND LAZY TO BLOG!!

LETHARGIC AS ALWAYS....

-Fin2-

2009-07-19T19:38:00.002+08:00

HOT HOT HOT!!!

these few days..
the weather at TB is super duper
Hoooooootttttttt!!

and for that.. randomly i've few HOT HOT songs on my playlist baaaybeeehh~
enjoy it.

now i feel like having ice cream all day long.... hahaha

Daaa~

ps: i can't wait to meet bby syg tomorw.. muacks!

-Fin2-

2009-07-18T01:28:00.004+08:00

A song i wanna share with my Heartbeat...

There's a hero,
If you look inside your heart,
You don't have to be afraid of what you are,
There's an answer,
If you reach into your soul,
And the sorrow that you know will melt away.

And then a hero comes along,
With the strenght to carry on,
And you cast your fears aside and you know you can survive,
So when you feel like hope is gone,
Look inside you and be strong,
And you'll finally see the truth that a hero lies in you.

It's a long road,
When you face the world alone,
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold,
You can find love,
If you search within yourself,
And the emptiness you felt will disappear.

Lord knows,
Dreams are hard to follow,
But don't let anyone tear them away,
Hold on,
There will be tomorrow,
In time you'll find the way.

That a hero lies in.....you...
Ooohh that a hero lies in.....you...

I treasure today session with Bby...
I love you.

-Nur Safreena-

2009-07-17T00:35:00.011+08:00

Ayyyeee~

i was super sick so i didn't attend my thur class.

suppose to go doctor but was cancelled.. to weak uh and tired..
TB poly was super Far Far away... HAHAHHA

stayed at home... FB and listen to music and was craving for donuts uh.. thn sis bought the old sch donut frm the bakery downstairs but i just took a bite and uuggh~ not tat nice.. i want Donut Factory laaaaaahhh~ hehehe

Then as u all know nowadays i gt bored easily uh..
so i played with the webcam..
hahahaha seriously i was BORED!!

so, afternoon Bby came by TB... hehe didn't expect that he will come and meet me. heh.
had our dinner at H.Front and guess wad... KFC again.. hehehe..

so yah i missed bby alot and yes thanks syg for coming and for the sore throat med.
ily alot alot alot.
i like today..
bby was cheering me up or idk maybe he is being silly or he is actually.. hahahah
ask me to teach some higher2 malay words..
and
KEKANDA
end up being pronounced as
KAKINDA!!
hahahahahha~
i had a great laugh!!

ayte i gtg now..

tomorrw hell yeah im gonna come for sch thn got netball training!!
talking bout netball...
i miss this PADEMA girlfriend of mine!!!!

she's coming down like at last!! ggrrr~
aku miss kau banget!!

weeeeeeeeee~

oh yes soon i will update about what Bby and me do on wed after sch..
Bby is super sweet n cute uhhhhh boleh? haha
ily syg!!

Remember this pix? haha

oh yes...
i shall upload these overdue pix.. 3 enuf hor.. coz im still waiting for erza darling to send me the rest..

ayte til i blog again ouhgayzzz...

oh by the way....

I miss this "idiot" below... BOLEH?

"________________"

ps: someone remind me of next week.. Important week eh? first time u mention it.. and i like it!

-Fin2-

2009-07-14T20:35:00.008+08:00

ayee im sick!!
Gahhhh~
i was already in sch Uni thn my flu got really bad bad bad~
hah Pantat!

ok2 yesterday went to sch.. was damn sick.
oh yes nowadays i kept on overslept and missed my morning classes..
Test too!!
Chong gonna gimme a tight slap soon!! hahahahha
I nd to buck up!! aaarrggh~
so monday.. Monday Blue baybeh!
only went for OAM and it was super tiring..
took a pic with syaza and i think i look damn ugly.. haha sakit wad!

went for SW but nvr do SW..
sorry Jerry i was super sick..
so Jeery here askd us to follow the whole class to tennis court coz now he can't leave us at stadium without him being there. heh!

go there sort of motivate few classmate play tennis and talk2 with Jerry and the rest.
Shumin gv me a massage! Thanks!
thn took some pix..

after SW suppose to hv lunch with the rest but i was too sick to eat so i juz stay with em.. Nad stay with me til Bby came after they went home. so Bby wanna eat in sch, he bought for me Nasi ayam 1000 island. HEH.
took med and out frm sch..
took 38 with nad.
reach inter bid her farewell.

Bby ask a random question..
"B wanna go Labrador??"
hehehe

so we took 10 n go labrador..

i miss LB alot!!
the wind was damn syiiioookk!!
i had a great time.
muaaccks!
camwhored ALOT22!
but will only upload a few..
hehehehe..

i like Bby pix below!! Grrrr~

after Labrador..
suppose to take bus to vivo..
Bby soo blur drag me took 175 which don't even go vivo!!
Grrr!!
end up went to Orchard and had our dinner there.
haha

so since he was super blur.. he had to send me HSH after dinner..
haha no lah.. i was totally sick. so i told him to send me hm..
in other words..
i really2 want him to send me HOME!
hahahahhahaa~

i sleep all the way during the bus ride.
sorry syg.. too sick.

reach home.. shower, took med, msg bby then SLEEP!!

tomorrw is TPD exam and im still sick!!
i hate it!!
nvm..
if im still sick.. i take MC.
aarrggh~

ayte gtg now nd to revise TPD!

ps: i miss you alot alot alot!!

-Feena-

2009-07-12T16:19:00.005+08:00

at least they made my day by laughing my big fat ass out!!

:))

ps: why my heart felt soo empty?

-Fin2-

2009-07-11T19:14:00.003+08:00

These last few days.. have just been hell..
All I have done is sit and dwell..
so i sit and think of all the laughs and tears..
all the lonely days that seem like years!!
I wish i could stop missing you baby.. :(
I can't stand it when i'm missing you like this!!
I think of you near me, laying my head on your chest so that i can feel your heart beating.
these days are so long without your love, time keeps us apart..
my heart crys out for you and silent tears fall...
this pain i hold inside until you called.
It hurts me too much when i hear your voice over a phone.
few days back.. i cried on my pillow and hold your shirt in a clutch.
syg..
Since you've been away busy with this and that,
i feel an empty space that can never be replaced...
Everyday i have to feel these tears roll down my face,
because of all the memories i just cant erase.
Baby i just need you by my side..

when the days go by..
i sit and wait..
if it's the months go by..
i sit and wait..

i'll be strong.

This heart it beats,
beats for only you..
my heart is yours..

-Fin2-

2009-07-11T12:38:00.002+08:00

im sick.
no mood.
lonely?
HEH.
Bored?
Hell yeah.
Missing someone?
ALOT ALOT.
TPD?
2 more unit2.

ok bye!

ps: im seeing u lesser as days goes by... :(

2009-07-10T12:14:00.004+08:00

sheep in your head. says:

okayyy power

blk 45

power or what

your house

Feena. says:

eh?

sheep in your head. says:

sebelah mana uhh

Feena. says:

how u knw?

sebelah rumah mak esah

sheep in your head. says:

ahhhhh

mak esah siapa

Feena. says:

aik? mak esah jiran lama pun lupe?

eh pakcik how u knw my blk?

sheep in your head. says:

the contact list uhh

to contact you guyss

Feena. says:

sardine betul

sheep in your head. says:

don't worry

it's safe

Feena. says:

hahahhaa

sape mau dtng pun... lol

sheep in your head. says:

hahah

mana tau

i want to visit

Feena. says:

haha nak visit must buy ticket

sheep in your head. says:

WAHH

Feena. says:

i charge

lol

sheep in your head. says:

cancel la

Feena. says:

tempat letak kasut 50sen 3omin

sheep in your head. says:

WAH

Feena. says:

make money siolz

sheep in your head. says:

eh alamak

lol

WAHH

tu pasal

Feena. says:

peak hours.. murah skit

half the price uh~

sheep in your head. says:

huhh?

peak hour patutnye mahal

hahah

pelik nyee

Feena. says:

tak mine diff

hahaha

sheep in your head. says:

cheyyy

Feena. says:

must be unique

HAAAA YELAH LAYAN KAN feena mepek~

sheep in your head. says:

hahahaha!

nursafreena

Feena. says:

eh fantat!

ni confirm list depan mate

lol

sheep in your head. says:

yaaa

ps: He's one of the ppl tat can really2 tolerate with my "merepeks moment"!!

HAAAA ALL OF YOU ALSO STILL GOT THE TIME TO READ MY RANDOM POST!!!

im bored..

update again later lor...

-Feena-

2009-07-09T00:15:00.003+08:00

That's what i had for lunch at sch..
we had Feedback session aka free lunch with the other class after TPD..

and last but not least...

yes i bought a new baggy!!
and i love it..
been long since i bought somthing from FILA.
heh.

k tats all for now...
too tired and mood out uh...

bye.

ps: im beginning to hate TPD.

-Feena-