im sorry for the way i handle situations

im sorry if you think there is no trust
trying to have the last word, knowing our hearts are bent
knowing inside we are fate
telling yourself not to hate
not to hate the one you love
to go with your heart and stay strong
knowing your relationship will last long
having faith in your one and only
despite the bad times and the lonely
laying in bed thinking about tomorrow
what will you do when you see his sorrow
i want to be the one to be there for you
be there,no matter what through all the heart breaks
there will be no more hatred
no more lies
we are there for one another with hellos and goodbyes
be there for me like i will for you
know i want nothing more than to love you

but my love...

Can you just snap and the person you want gone, disappear?
Can you find a way through every problem without shedding a tear?
Can you hate a person that you hold so dear?
Can you find the one you love and have him seem be too good to be real?
All the above is way too hard to be doing it on your own.
And when no one is around to help you out and pick your feet off the ground, you end up spending your nights crying, in your room all alone.
Wishing someone was holding you tight but he's not here tonight.

it's just a lonely feelings i had when you are not around when i need you most and i don't want to deal with anyone else.
i am selfish.
should i let you go?


Forever yours,
-Fin2-

-Feena-

3 MORE DAYS!!!!

im missing syg alot.... Gaaaaaaaaaaahhh~

oh and to YOU.. stop msg-ing me lah kan.. stupid idiot fool mother never teach! HAH!
Tomorrow Vivo Date with my fren, i asked syg oreidy ok!! Green Light!! wooohooo~

ps: i love Thameem tau!!

-Fin2-

since cha let me use her lappy for awhile....

i just wanna update this...
THAMEEM ASHARAF ALI...
I MISS YOU SOO MUCH!!!

Hurry2 finish Money Mind Camp ok!!

for now im busy with 22nd Century.. Nd lotsa promotion plan and preparation for my flee market.
so stay tune ayeee...
hint... flee market will be at syg Home Town. HEH!

ps: bby scka2!!

-Fin2-

ouhgay my hand super itchy to blog bout this phone....

I WANT THIS SAMSUNG JET BOLEH TAK?????

it's the first time i really really... REAAAALLLLYYY.... fall in love with a touch phone or whatever they call it.. coz im not a fan of new gadgets etc.. for me normal hp will do as long as i can text msg and call... hehehehe

was window shopping with bby last nite when bby asked me to try this superb phone at one of the mobile shop. i was reluctant at first coz i don't like new phone.. more functions meaning more for me to gt confuse of using it, but yah i so-called survey it and guess wad? it was awesome. oh well from my point of view this phone really suits me lah.. not too big or too small in size. just nice baby!!!

i wanna find out more on this phone and hopefully i can save some money to buy it! yay!
or maybe....

CAN I HAVE THIS PHONE FOR MY BIRTHDAY???
ok feena dream on.. u want it? u gain it urself ayte~
$698
siols....
"___________________"
maybe i'll wait for the price to go down hor...

ayte til here..

ps: you know i want youuuu... SAMSUNG JET!!

-Fin2-

HELLO PEOPLE!!!

im back from malacca trip.
had lotsa fun. tho super tiring as i went to malacca right after F1.
F1? i had fun too.. pix for both event are all uploaded on FB ok...

a pix of me and my boss mr Yash!!
the hyper and friendly couples, a friend of the GP big boss.
as for malacca...
i'll be back for more shopping and visit rhema home to meet mommy rebecca, vicky and the rest!! oh and i miss Dip, my adopted lil bro who's the youngest at Rama Home.. he's only 5 yrs old. and of course vicky the friendly gerl and jessica the cute lil gerl who loves bangles alot!!
and the War games we had at the hotel on the last night.. it was awesome.. the guys aka cowboys and gerls aka red indians.. lol super fun fun fun!!!
Teachers are super funny and gerek!!! mdm Siti..mdm Sapiah and Mr Ng!!
Best teachers can? hahahaha

hotel room is super big for Two ppl lah.... mcm chalet! heehee
our shirt... cool uh..

while i was having fun at malacca, syg was having a super great time at pahang camping!! im happy for you bby.. glad tat u had fun. funny part was, both of us bring along our journal and update what we did in it.. and i didn't know that he also draw himself having fun in the journal which yours truly here also did the same thing. hehehe
syg, thanks for the surprise gift! hehehe and i hope u like urs.. same goes to mummy and jengot!

ayte im not gonna update this blog for now as im busy with other important stuff..
my result.. alhamdulillah, don't expect much as "u knw i knw".
most important is that im looking forward for the next aka last term and do my very best.
Baby, thanks for being with me all these while.. i love you.

oh 22nd marketing are getting better only that i need to buck up more and look for alternative supplier too.. coz.. orders are getting more each week. im happy syg is all the way with me. thanks again for everythng.
and i need to prepare for my december flee market too. i can't wait!! weeee~
will update bout the december flee market soon ok?

lastly, im missing bestie,lalingz,bitch,nyah and pantat!! poyah and the rest too!!
poyah!! happy belated birthday!! im soo sorry that i can't make it for ur bbq as i was super busy with F1!!
i hope u had a great b'day bbq..
:))

ayte i gtg now..
oh bby happy six months and im looking forward for the next next next boleh? hahaha ok random~
smkm2 bbylove!

-Fin2-

random pix of the day!! hahaha
i hate having PERIOD!! red light is super "neeee noooo neeee noooo" pain like hell lah dey~
PMS too the max and i have to come down sch later for F1 final briefing.. gaaaah~
oh yes ana i will bring my catalogue ouhgay? huhuhu
ayte i gtg super busy...
anythng contact me on my mobile..

bye!!!!

babylove...... this is for you... :)))
-Fin2-